My name is Lavender, or at least it will be some day, and I have been a huge supporter of trans folk, cross-dressers, drag queens... you get the idea, anyone outside of the gender and sexuality norm for years. Oh, but I did not come here to give support only. I am 25 years of age, and I have been dreaming of being a girly, attractive cross-dresser with soft features, and all that jazz, for years. I am ashamed to say that my physical appearance is quite the opposite. When I was younger I got called miss frequently, but these days I look like someone from a bear porn film. Am I allowed to say porn? I read the rules, of course. Anyway, I put on a lot of of weight, there is facial and body hair... Truth be told, I have so many thing I unwillingly admit, but I presume so many of you here are like me in more ways than one, so I should feel safe and welcome. My family caused me a great deal of sorrow and made me mentally ill in a town that is quite harsh and cruel to anyone, besides football fans. Because of that I have not been able to begin my journey, that and I quite sure we treat transgendered people as a myth that possibly exists somewhere else in the world. I decided that I had quite enough of living in someone else's body, and am going to do all I can to make it my own. I think there is not much to be done about my voice and height, as I am 6'5" or 4" with a deep voice. When I think about it, they have a lot of appeal on a cutesy, feminine figure. I have a clear picture of myself in my head. Oh, for the record, I did not come here trying to make a pity party, expecting sympathy. I came here expecting to find people with similar, brutal life stories who could use some support, and maybe give some back.
Sincerely
Lavender le Fay
Hello, Lavender, and welcome to Susan's.
As to be resembling a "bear," I grow my own sweaters. I've been on hormones for about 10 months now, but I've been doing laser on my face for nearly 2 years. Once a week, I shave my arms and legs, I shave my chest every other day, and once a month I shave my back.
Body hair: blargh.
Sit down, get yourself something to drink, and wander around the site.
Enjoy your stay!
Hi Lavender, you have a pretty name! I live near Boston. See you around the site, hugs, Devlyn
Hi Lavender :icon_wave:
Welcome to Susan's :)
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Hugs
V M
Welcome to Susan's, Lavender. :)
Welcome to Susan's! I think you'll find what you're looking for here in a great group of people. :)
Connie Ann, we live in an age where 70% of all our physical "defects", namely things that are ugly in our eyes are fixable. I could maybe grow socks, I have blonde hair, but evenly dispersed. I feel like crying each time I use my epilator. I rather find the bear type attractive, provided I can see the man behind the hair, or better yet, a hairless bear.
Thank you, Devlyn. I love my name. I have been thinking of a middle name recently.
Thank you all for the warm welcome. I feel very glad I decided to do this. I cannot say I have been very welcome in mainstream society, even online.
Welcome Lavender,Hugs,Rachael.
Hi welcome to Susans! :)
Welcome to Susan's, Lavender.
Thank you both kindly.
Hello and welcome hopefully you enjoy it around here and I see you around ♥