Hello,
This is my first post and I made my account for a bit of advice or reassurance on this topic.
I'm a 18-year-old Trans* Man and I have been on Testosterone for 7 weeks now. I have noticed a voice drop already, for the past 3 weeks, difference in eating, body odor change and growth below the belt. But I haven't had any difference in my sex drive, at all. Before I started my transition, I was in a sexually active relationship and never thought being pleasured was really that great. About 5 months after coming out and starting my transition I started another relationship. The person I was with was completely accepting of my identity, but again being pleasured wasn't really working out for me. I haven't been touched by anyone since I've started medically transitioning (which I consider taking hormones) and I haven't had the urge to be touched at all. Before Testosterone I would be kissing and touching with people and feel like I wanted to go further but after I did, it just didn't seem worth it at all. I guess I'm kind of looking for someone who can relate or give me advice. I don't get turned on at all while alone and I'm really confused about why that is if I feel like I do want to have sex.
Edited to remove dosage info.
Not everyone has an increase in sex drive once starting testosterone, some actually experience a decrease. Aside from the way hormones mayb be acting to affect your body, not everyone cis/trans/whoever feels sexual, or is a sexual person.
I'm glad to hear that I was expecting the change too soon. I've only been getting a response of the possibility of being asexual. I appreciate your reassurance.
As for the for my identity, I understand why you'd say that. But that's how I chose to identify because as far as my gender goes I identify as trans* but with my sex I identify as male. I haven't gone into a lot of exploration of my own gender so I don't feel comfortable being labelled with any one gender identity. At the same time as seeing myself as male, I am uncomfortable with the definition people associate with the word male, so I choose man instead. I guess I was just trying to be vague. The proper term would be GenderQueer Transsexual.
Give yourself some time. You're still in early medical transitioning. Not everyone is a sexual person or has an increased sex drive on T. Allow yourself some time to figure things out.
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I've been on T for 4 months and my sex drive only just started going through the roof. I agree with the others - don't judge yourself as "dysfunctional" or "asexual" just because you're comparing yourself to others. Your body is not theirs and their bodies are not yours.
Hey QuintonJulius,
As an older teen I engaged in what I call "one sided sex" (giving but not receiving) because I felt like it was what men did - have sex. I matured significantly since then & learned that is not the case, it has nothing to do with being a man. Sex has always felt like a chore for me at best :( I now opt out because there is no reason to put myself through the inconvenience of it all.
I'm now five months on T& this hasn't changed. I'm holding onto the hope that I will develop a sex drive as it is currently affecting potential relationships.
I hope things improve for you with more time on T..but I must say it helps me with my own issue to see someone in a somewhat similar situation.
I just thought I'd mention something that has happened with me recently.. My T level dropped to zero.. And my sex drive went off the charts.. I don't actually think T and sex drive are as linked as many people think.. The biggest sex organ in the human body is the brain after all...
Actually it's the skin :)
Quote from: Susan on May 19, 2012, 10:38:51 PM
Actually it's the skin :)
Hmm, given a recent experience, I'll have to agree..
Lots of factors here. Age (you're young), dosage, state of mind, genetics. Could be anything or any combination. My sex drive went through the roof on my fifth day, but I was on a so-called full dose and had had abnormally low T, even for a female (if you believe the lab ranges).
Thanks for all the comments.
I was kind of worried just because I felt a decrease, but after this I don't feel worried at all. I'm glad I took the time to make this post. :)
Not everyone gets a higher sex drive. You have to go with what you get.