I love the afternoon. The night and early morning just sucks for me. I always get depressed during these times about all sorts of things, it's a fricken cycle. Occasionally it's mommy issues where I imagine suicide just to spite her. Often times it's trans issues, where I just lose all motivation to transition because it seems so hard. Ugh, I don't get it.......
I'm sorry to hear this. I know what you mean tho. I feel great at night, mornings are typically ok, afternoons are horrible. I don't know why it happens, but it does suck. Just hang in there.