A friend of mine had gotten me really interested in and excited about doing an online university program, because the people at the school have bent over backwards to make sure he gets full funding and can go. And he got another friend of his (also cisgender) interested, and they bent over backward to make sure that guy will get full funding and can go. But me, they're not even contacting me, and the web site's giving me a hassle about not having enough documentation from my past. I'm not a traditional student going to college straight out of high school. I'm actually close to middle age and have already been to college before, but nothing came of that because of being in a previous female existence. But the system doesn't seem to be accepting that I have been to college before, or have had any education at all for that matter, since I live in the one state that is 100 years behind the times and does not have any of their educational outlets' records available online for them to access. And I really didn't want them to have to know I was born female, because I just knew that they would not give me the same level of dedication and help that they've given my cis gender male friend and his cis male friend to get started. So I just feel like since they know I was born female, they could care less. BECAUSE NO ONE IN THIS WORLD GIVES A DAMN WHAT ANY "WOMAN" COULD POSSIBLY HAVE TO OFFER! It infurates me to no end! I am a man, and damn it, I have something to offer! But I'll never matter in this world because I don't have a penis!!! >:(