Took my first pills this morning, and was immediately hit by the significance. It's been a long road to this point. My resolve and motivation are as strong as ever, so the feeling was not fear, second guessing or doubt, but there was a moment staring at the two pills in my hand where the things I have learned and that I know conceptually and the things I've talked about working for and towards suddenly became the things I am doing.
I had a Keanu moment..."Whoa."
That just struck me pretty hard. Not in a bad way at all, but I just sat for a moment after taking the pills and felt the gravity, the weight of all of this, then I smiled and went about my day.
Sometimes I feel guilty, especially listening to some of the pain and trials that others have gone through, but a huge part of me cannot help but look at where I am going and the process of getting there as this absolutely amazing adventure filled with joyous discovery. One that unfolds in fascinating ways on a daily basis.
I am yammering, but the gist of it is that I started hrt today, and taking that one step further along my path felt really fantastic.
-Miki
Wow - I'm very happy for you!
As you said, that really must be a very significant moment when you take that first step (among many other first steps... *).
Congratulations and happy trails!
M'best - Sadie
* [... which caused me to think in how many ways our lives can be enriched by all of those little "first steps" we take, that would otherwise be missed if we followed the more traveled path...]
Keep a diary of your experences. You will be glad you did.
All I can say is yay!
Welcome to the Dark Side. >:-) >:-) >:-) >:-)
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I think you're actually going to the LIGHT side because you are beginning the physical alignment with your TRUE SOUL. :angel: :angel: :angel: :angel: :angel: :angel: :angel: :angel: :angel: :angel: :angel: :angel: :angel:
Anyway congratulations on this wonderful new beginning of yours and don't let anything get in your way, sweetie.
Congratulations Miki on this major achievement. You should feel proud of yourself.
I look forward to this day myself and can hardly wait.
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