Well, here I am with my sweetie, for the weekend at (for our first time ever) a Nudist Resort (!!!!) brought in by our very good friend. All I can say is Holy f**king S**t! %$#*():$#@@! !!!!
You know having Gender Identity issues is pretty hard as we all know. But being in a community where there is a utter lack of body image disparity to the total extreme is, well, frankly bizarre. I really cannot say how I feel right now-- But at least its not as horribly fractured as I imagined; I am Pre-Op you know !! My sweetie and I are also the youngest, fittest here I should add--
Also NOBODY gives a flying F---- And the sun, well, feels kinda good, I am in a very mixed state of emotions. Happliy my sweetie is holding me close and being very loving. I was alone for years when beginning, and am incredibly blessed with lots of love. A good thing too, as I am sure I could not begin to handle this. Is this what a Diabetic feels going into a candy shop? I do feel instinctively incredible alone, but love is helping...
Talk about walking the tighhtrope without a net !!!!
Yikes!!!
Lexi -
In Sunny (and I do mean Sunny) Florida
Sounds like you're getting used to it fast! Hugs, Devlyn
Hi Lexi!
I visited a trans girlfriend in San Diego a few years ago and she took me for a walk down Black's Beach without telling me anything about the place. I looked up and there was this suntanned devil coming our way with this big pendulum swinging back and forth I went :icon_yikes: holy sh*t! What is that? We turned and walked back and my g/f was laughing at my reaction just as this pretty little CIS woman went sprinting past us in the same retreating direction we were headed. We caught up with her as she was leaning over obviously winded and panting. She had just had a holy sh*t moment too, and said that it wasn't pretty.