Yesterday I had my first visit to the Gender Therapist at the Hospital Clínic in Barcelona. I just wanted to share how much of a joy it has been for me. A milestone that feels like a turning point :-)
I'm very dysphoric, but I'm not suicidal about it. Here in Catalunya, if they see at the first visit that you're in a point of your life when it's trans or death, they go straight to hormones, without a real life test. That makes me feel kinda proud about my country.
Anyway, before the visit I felt like I still needed to reflect more about it, to experiment with my gender, blabla. I'll be real-lifing as much as I can until February, when a new visit is scheduled, and I'll try to figure out if I do really need to go HRT, or if I'm happy with being a femenine man (although I think I already know the answer, I'm all for double-checking).
Ready to jump to the girls side :-)