I just. ugh. I've always been extremely time concious, and I know I'm young at 20, but I just want to go a damn hour without thinking about this. I want something to finally be underway and working towards this whole crazy thing already.
That and it's hard to focus on school when all you can think of is being a girl. That and my teacher questioned why I drew a female figure from the male model we had today. Yeah it's that pervasive.
I know how you feel, but great things come in time hon =)
I know the saying patience is a virtue is annoying, but being that i have the same thing going on for me as well. I think its quite apt. I know its hard waiting, and trust me i have been 33 years waiting so i know. it will all be ok in the end. Its only natural to want this like yesterday, but doing it right at least for me is a good thing as when it does happen it will be all the better. :angel:
thanks, it's just so hard to contain myself or hold in the anxiety about being approved blood test wise for it.