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Title: So Tired
Post by: K Style Addiction on May 18, 2013, 01:38:18 AM
This is just a rant, i'm not looking for sympathy, asking for help or attention.

I'm just so tired of my life sometimes, i am so filled with self doubt that it kills me and i feel so ugly. I look in the mirror and some times i see a face i like, other times i see a male, other times i see an unattractive girl who has sh!t hair.

I'm tired of this back and forth war that's going on with me emotionally, everything seems so hard i feel like no one will ever like me and i just hate being ugly, why..whatever...end
Title: Re: So Tired
Post by: Bookworm on May 18, 2013, 01:46:47 AM
Just giving my two cents for all it's worth. If your profile means anything you are very pretty.

Now as far as self doubt, but I have a lot of that too. It is okay though. As long as you learn to trust yourself and be happy with yourself then all will be well, or at least better.
Title: Re: So Tired
Post by: spacial on May 18, 2013, 04:29:34 AM
Hugggs Donna. Understand how you feel.
Title: Re: So Tired
Post by: suzifrommd on May 18, 2013, 06:24:51 AM
Quote from: Donna Troy on May 18, 2013, 01:38:18 AM
I'm tired of this back and forth war that's going on with me emotionally, everything seems so hard i feel like no one will ever like me and i just hate being ugly, why..whatever...end

Donna, I SO understand this.

Can you concentrate on remembering the joy you bring to the world?

You're a beautiful human being who enriches the lives of the people around her.
Title: Re: So Tired
Post by: kyh on May 19, 2013, 07:19:26 AM
You need a hug, Donna. HUG!

You're never alone, please keep posting here in the forums. Share all your feelings with us, we're your family. We're here to listen.

And to me, you're absolutely gorgeous, and nothing anybody else does or says is going to change my mind about that.
Title: Re: So Tired
Post by: Ltl89 on May 19, 2013, 11:37:11 AM
You are not Ugly Donna.  But I know what it's like to be a self critic.  We pick out all our imperfections and highlight them.  Just don't let it get to you.

Hope you feel better.
Title: Re: So Tired
Post by: K Style Addiction on May 19, 2013, 07:42:41 PM
QuoteYou need a hug, Donna. HUG!

You're never alone, please keep posting here in the forums. Share all your feelings with us, we're your family. We're here to listen.

And to me, you're absolutely gorgeous, and nothing anybody else does or says is going to change my mind about that.

Thanks :).

QuoteYou are not Ugly Donna.  But I know what it's like to be a self critic.  We pick out all our imperfections and highlight them.  Just don't let it get to you.

But i'm not pretty am i? i'm tired of keeping this to myself but i have depression, i'm not going to be embarrassed about it anymore. I have just fallen into a depression i feel i can't get out of, all the good stuff seems to be forgotten in my mind and i only remember the bad i hate this.
Title: Re: So Tired
Post by: Bookworm on May 19, 2013, 07:59:37 PM
Like I said before if your profile pic has any say you are gorgeous girl and don't let anybody say differently. I understand depression. It sucks a whole lot. Sometimes you just have to pic yourself up and keep on going.
Title: Re: So Tired
Post by: Ltl89 on May 21, 2013, 12:23:16 AM
There is no shame about going through depression.  Everyone goes through it at times.  If you feel you need help, speaking to a doctor may be really helpful.  Don't be embarrassed.  Getting help can lead you back into a happy and positive life.

And yes, you are pretty.  As I said before, we are our own worst critics.