Hello everyone, i am (planning to be) xhianil, I'm also furry, bi, and a few other things, i first started noticing the female side of me at 9 and tried to repress it, at 13 i started slipping in my life as it grew harder to do so, at 14-15 i finally relized i could be and it shattered my whole reality, plunging me into a deep depression, i still hid everything from everyone, knowing based on my life it'd only make it worse, as for the world around me at the time my mom and dad were divorced when he grew drunk and violent, at the age of 15 i no longer saw him, my mom was verbally abusive and controlling, my sister was rude and took what she want without care, she also was perfect in my moms eyes, i was bullied in school for being smart and thin, about at the end of 14 i made my first and only attempt on my own life, i ended up flinching and cutting my thumb up bad, i still suffer from this depression but am slowly getting better, right now i also suffer with knowing very little about any of this stuff.
Yay! Another furry! *hugs*
Quote from: Darkie on September 18, 2013, 12:10:10 AM
Yay! Another furry! *hugs*
Honestly I'm actually leaning more towards scalie, but i still love furrys a lot.
Quote from: Xhianil on September 18, 2013, 12:14:17 AM
Honestly I'm actually leaning more towards scalie, but i still love furrys a lot.
My friend is a Dragon, and I personally have a pokesona instead of a fursona. I'm a Minccino. XD Do you go to any conventions at all?
Quote from: Darkie on September 18, 2013, 12:21:13 AM
My friend is a Dragon, and I personally have a pokesona instead of a fursona. I'm a Minccino. XD Do you go to any conventions at all?
No, and I'll tell you why once i can PM you, but anyways I'd love to go to one someday.
Hi Xhianil :icon_wave:
Welcome to Susan's :) Glad to have you here
Please be sure to review
- Site Terms of Service and rules to live by (https://www.susans.org/forums/index.php/topic,2.0.html)
- Standard Terms and Definitions (https://www.susans.org/forums/index.php/topic,54369.0.html)
- Post Ranks ( including when you can upload an avatar) (https://www.susans.org/forums/index.php/topic,114.0.html.)
- Age and the Forum (https://www.susans.org/forums/index.php/topic,62197.msg405545.html#msg405545)
- Reputation rules (https://www.susans.org/forums/index.php/topic,18960.0.html)
- Photo, avatars, and signature images policy (https://www.susans.org/forums/index.php/topic,59974.msg383866.html#msg383866)
Hugs
V M
Hi Xhianil, :icon_wave:
Welcome to our little family. Over 7600. That would be one heck of a family reunion.
Feel free to post your successes/failures, Hopes/dreams. Ask questions and seek answers. Give and receive advice.
But remember we are family here, your family now. And it is always nice to have another sister. (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fsmileys.on-my-web.com%2Frepository%2FAnimals%2Fferret-3.gif&hash=f49e2f86761323f2abd9c33941920389dbb3b10f)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fsmileys.on-my-web.com%2Frepository%2FAnimals%2Fferret-5.gif&hash=cfc7a68438be4575d8493dfbe65d1b3586f10b81)
Janet )O(
Quote from: Ms. OBrien CVT on September 18, 2013, 01:17:15 AM
Hi Xhianil, :icon_wave:
Welcome to our little family. Over 7600. That would be one heck of a family reunion.
Feel free to post your successes/failures, Hopes/dreams. Ask questions and seek answers. Give and receive advice.
But remember we are family here, your family now. And it is always nice to have another sister.
Thank you for being nice and welcoming, my main problem right now is lack of info on changing and right now i have no idea where to start on here, the only info I've gotten so far turned out to be wrong so help would be very much appreciated.
Xhianil, a warm welcome to you.
I hope the next few years for you are better than the last few years.
When you get to 15 posts, you will be able to use the personal messaging utility on the site, as well as modify your profile to include an avatar.
I can direct you to boards of interest, if you wish.
Quote from: Jamie D on September 18, 2013, 11:56:46 PM
Xhianil, a warm welcome to you.
I hope the next few years for you are better than the last few years.
When you get to 15 posts, you will be able to use the personal messaging utility on the site, as well as modify your profile to include an avatar.
I can direct you to boards of interest, if you wish.
For reasons i again will not discuss on here I'll have to live longer as i was, and I'd love you to show me the boards of interest, I'm very happy to be here but i'll need a little help for now.
Never feel pressured to say anything that is uncomfortable. When you can PM, I can help you find your way around.