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Title: Busting out...? Excited, surprised and a bit freaked!
Post by: Ms Grace on November 02, 2013, 05:18:27 PM
After just a bit more than four months on HRT I have some fairly noticeable developments on the boob front. Compared to my first attempt where I doubt I managed AA even after 26 months I'm already an A and on my way to B. That itchy tender nipple/breast thing that cis girls get going through puberty? I've got it in spades, it's as if I can feel my ladies growing.

I'm not rubbing it in to those who are struggling with theirs, from past experience I know how disheartening that can be. To be honest I didn't expect all that much to happen from my new transition and especially not so soon. Not just because of the poor results last time but also because I'm 20+ years older and that's generally meant to make it even harder to get growth, isn't it? Maybe it's because I had left over glandular development, or a different HRT regime... I don't know and my endo didn't offer any explanation when I asked. My sister is kinda huge (G?) but has had three kids too and it certainly didn't appear to be a factor the first time... maybe I was just around the corner from a growth spurt when I bailed.

Anyway, it's great, I'm happy and surprised. I'm hoping for at least a C, don't know how comfortable it will be to have a bust much larger.

But I'm also a bit freaked. If they keep up at this rate they're going to be a bit hard to conceal while I remain in guy mode. If it wasn't for the need to repopulate my hairline and depopulate my beard (both with a minimum 6 month timeline) I'd seriously be considering full time now. And I sure don't want to bind them... so that means it's going to be an interesting six months!

Any suggestions, similar experiences?

Title: Re: Busting out...? Excited, surprised and a bit freaked!
Post by: brionnaclaire on November 02, 2013, 05:38:04 PM
Quote from: Grace_C on November 02, 2013, 05:18:27 PM
After just a bit more than four months on HRT I have some fairly noticeable developments on the boob front. Compared to my first attempt where I doubt I managed AA even after 26 months I'm already an A and on my way to B. That itchy tender nipple/breast thing that cis girls get going through puberty? I've got it in spades, it's as if I can feel my ladies growing.

I'm not rubbing it in to those who are struggling with theirs, from past experience I know how disheartening that can be. To be honest I didn't expect all that much to happen from my new transition and especially not so soon. Not just because of the poor results last time but also because I'm 20+ years older and that's generally meant to make it even harder to get growth, isn't it? Maybe it's because I had left over glandular development, or a different HRT regime... I don't know and my endo didn't offer any explanation when I asked. My sister is kinda huge (G?) but has had three kids too and it certainly didn't appear to be a factor the first time... maybe I was just around the corner from a growth spurt when I bailed.

Anyway, it's great, I'm happy and surprised. I'm hoping for at least a C, don't know how comfortable it will be to have a bust much larger.

But I'm also a bit freaked. If they keep up at this rate they're going to be a bit hard to conceal while I remain in guy mode. If it wasn't for the need to repopulate my hairline and depopulate my beard (both with a minimum 6 month timeline) I'd seriously be considering full time now. And I sure don't want to bind them... so that means it's going to be an interesting six months!

Any suggestions, similar experiences?

Got to admit I'm a little jelly Grace! I've always wanted my own boobs. I'm really overweight right now so I have a large chest but I know it is not the same. I'm not yet on HRT and I'm not sure yet if I ever will go on it, but I can already relate to your concerns about people noticing the beautiful changes that are bound to happen. By the way, you look really cute in your avatar pic.

Lots of love from the new girl.
Claire
Title: Re: Busting out...? Excited, surprised and a bit freaked!
Post by: sam79 on November 02, 2013, 05:40:07 PM
Hehe congratulations Grace :)

My girls have not been growing as quickly, but are slow and steady. Just an A cup after 7 months HRT. They also beat my electrolysis ( which will take ~1 year ). And they're still very tender and sore, so they're still growing. I'm hoping for a large B to a C cup, a very comfortable size.

Still, an A-cup on my fairly feminine frame is very difficult to hide without a tight compression bra, or binding. But I will do neither, both because I'm proud of them, and because I don't want to limit development by squashing them.

About two months ago I stopped hiding them while in "boy mode". Most of that decision was because I was so proud of them, that I couldn't bring myself to hide them any more. It was difficult at first, mainly to do with the attention from the public, but I got used to it quickly. So while I'm still "boy" mode at work ( although kinda failing at that hehe ), unless I wear a doona, my boobs are clearly visible with just an unpadded moulded bra for support.

My suggestion... so long as it doesn't put you in personal danger, let them loose ( in a bra ) and enjoy :). Who cares what people think?
Title: Re: Busting out...? Excited, surprised and a bit freaked!
Post by: androgynouspainter26 on November 02, 2013, 05:52:36 PM
As someone who dresses pretty frequently in a way that's considered more "masculine", I can tell you from personal experience that how much you show comes down to what you wear.  In a button down, they won't show until you're at least a B (at least on someone who is both tall and fairly broad-chested, which I'm guessing most of us are).  If you're lucky enough to find yourself growing even more, a trick I know from drag is to wear a lose fitting shirt (or two) underneath whatever you're wearing on top; this will make you look a bit heavier, but will do a lot to conceal your chest from view.  Most people won't think twice if they see just a little bit of a bump; they'll probably assume you've been hitting the dessert table a bit too hard.

The tenderness is a real pain in the ass though, isn't it?  I've found that if I use moisturizer in the area regularly, it helps my cut back on the irritation if I'm not wearing any support. If that still doesn't work, try a little bit of vapor rub; one of my faster developing friends uses the stuff all the time and swears by it.  Best of luck to you!  Hormones are very unpredictable.  If you don't mind the question, what delivery method are you using?  I have to confess that I'm just a bit jealous of your results!



Title: Re: Busting out...? Excited, surprised and a bit freaked!
Post by: Shantel on November 02, 2013, 06:04:30 PM
I'll be honest here I don't think there's any rule of thumb cast in concrete when it comes to MtF transitioners. I started in my 50's and was on HRT for several years and had nothing to write home about. At about the 14 year mark I detransitioned for 2 years, don't ask me why, and then went back on HRT I'm now another 5 years down the road and have had remarkable development and it's still an ongoing process. I just turned 70. Here's a couple of selfies I took a year ago. I have an underwire bra on in the top photo and none in the bottom one. I just recently pulled my avatar photo and cropped the exposed boobs out because I was getting comments from visual types and was becoming self conscious about it.

I wouldn't consider binding your breasts, if you need to keep a low profile you can dress around it. Another thing I noticed is that your own boobs seem a lot bigger when you're looking down at them because you're not used to having them there, but they aren't nearly as evident to onlookers when you're wearing a loose shirt. Watch out for cupboard doors ladies.


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Title: Re: Busting out...? Excited, surprised and a bit freaked!
Post by: Jenny07 on November 02, 2013, 06:08:55 PM
Enjoy the challenge of hiding them. Looks like from what you told me I will have the same issue in a few months. :D

You could always get a large cage for them as they mate for life but they are so cute. ;)
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Title: Re: Busting out...? Excited, surprised and a bit freaked!
Post by: Incarlina on November 02, 2013, 06:13:37 PM
My twins became really tender after a month of HRT, and I could clearly feel that there was something forming behind the nipples. Now after two months I'm up to a B-cup, but I had a fair amount of body fat to begin with. The tenderness and itching is starting to go away somewhat. In the beginning I had trouble sleeping because they were so sensitive, but now I'm really only bothered by the seat belt in my car (who decided that was a good angle across the chest?)
They've been fairly noticeable for a while, even through thick sweaters. And I try everything I can think of to make them more obvious  :laugh:
Title: Re: Busting out...? Excited, surprised and a bit freaked!
Post by: Jenna Marie on November 02, 2013, 07:36:33 PM
I did end up having to move up full-time because I couldn't hide boobs anymore - I was a C cup by four months. In the meantime, though, I had some luck with a sports bra; they're intended to be tight and compressing, but not to damage breast tissue. Plus, honestly, at that stage I appreciated the maximum support! Sports bra under one shirt with a loose shirt layered on top worked pretty well for a while.

I also remember complaining that a C cup looked too big back when I was pre-HRT and stuffing a bra... joke was on me, I guess. (I just had to buy new bras, although I'd kind of outgrown the old ones into between sizes rather than a whole cup size bigger; I'm wearing anywhere from 38DDD to 42DDD depending on manufacturer.) At this point, I figure the breast fairy is often unpredictable, just like for cis girls. :)  There are ways to speculate, but who knows where the personal genes came from until you try! My mother's a 34B, for heaven's sake. Anyway, I started at 32 and had good results, too.
Title: Re: Busting out...? Excited, surprised and a bit freaked!
Post by: Ms Grace on November 02, 2013, 07:57:03 PM
Thanks, ladies! I should add that I very lightly massage them in the shower every day, and have done so since starting HRT. When I was considering transitioning again I stumbled across a forum talking about massage as a means of promoting growth. Don't know if it's an old wife's tale but I figured it couldn't hurt. Maybe, maybe not, who knows?

Quote from: brionnaclaire on November 02, 2013, 05:38:04 PM
Got to admit I'm a little jelly Grace! I've always wanted my own boobs. I'm really overweight right now so I have a large chest but I know it is not the same. I'm not yet on HRT and I'm not sure yet if I ever will go on it, but I can already relate to your concerns about people noticing the beautiful changes that are bound to happen.
I guess if you ever do decide to start you already have a head start!
Quote from: brionnaclaire on November 02, 2013, 05:38:04 PMBy the way, you look really cute in your avatar pic.
Aw shucks! Thanks!  ;D

Quote from: SammyRose on November 02, 2013, 05:40:07 PM
Still, an A-cup on my fairly feminine frame is very difficult to hide without a tight compression bra, or binding. But I will do neither, both because I'm proud of them, and because I don't want to limit development by squashing them.
Same here! I have a slim frame so I can no longer pass them off as man boobs if wearing tighter clothing.

Quote from: SammyRose on November 02, 2013, 05:40:07 PMAbout two months ago I stopped hiding them while in "boy mode". Most of that decision was because I was so proud of them, that I couldn't bring myself to hide them any more. It was difficult at first, mainly to do with the attention from the public, but I got used to it quickly.
I have to say I am already catching a few people (mostly guys, who obviously have a finely attuned boobdar) giving me odd looks on the train.

Quote from: androgynouspainter26 on November 02, 2013, 05:52:36 PM
As someone who dresses pretty frequently in a way that's considered more "masculine", I can tell you from personal experience that how much you show comes down to what you wear.  In a button down, they won't show until you're at least a B (at least on someone who is both tall and fairly broad-chested, which I'm guessing most of us are).  If you're lucky enough to find yourself growing even more, a trick I know from drag is to wear a lose fitting shirt (or two) underneath whatever you're wearing on top;
Yes, I've got some pretty baggy shirts which I don't tuck in - and that has been doing the trick mostly so far. A t-shirt under an unbuttoned shirt also does wonders (picked that trick up from a F2M friend).

Quote from: androgynouspainter26 on November 02, 2013, 05:52:36 PM
The tenderness is a real pain in the ass though, isn't it?  I've found that if I use moisturizer in the area regularly, it helps my cut back on the irritation if I'm not wearing any support.
Thanks, I will try that out!

Quote from: androgynouspainter26 on November 02, 2013, 05:52:36 PMIf you don't mind the question, what delivery method are you using?  I have to confess that I'm just a bit jealous of your results!
I'm on oral E, but as of this week also have a sub-dermal E capsule implant. The itchiness and sense of "growth" has been fairly more noticeable since then, don't know if it's all in my head though.

Quote from: Shantel on November 02, 2013, 06:04:30 PM
Another thing I noticed is that your own boobs seem a lot bigger when you're looking down at them because you're not used to having them there, but they aren't nearly as evident to onlookers when you're wearing a loose shirt. Watch out for cupboard doors ladies.
Don't they just! Being just an A cup already seems enormous. I have a whole new appreciation for women who sport huge busts, that is a lot of extra lady to carry around.

Quote from: Jenny07 on November 02, 2013, 06:08:55 PM
You could always get a large cage for them as they mate for life but they are so cute. ;)
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Priceless!  :icon_mrhappy:

Quote from: Incarlina on November 02, 2013, 06:13:37 PM
In the beginning I had trouble sleeping because they were so sensitive, but now I'm really only bothered by the seat belt in my car (who decided that was a good angle across the chest?)
I know, right? Clearly designed by a guy!

Quote from: Incarlina on November 02, 2013, 06:13:37 PMThey've been fairly noticeable for a while, even through thick sweaters. And I try everything I can think of to make them more obvious  :laugh:
I feel like mine are obvious from a mile away, even though they're not, I'm just a bit self-conscious of them at the moment!

Quote from: Jenna Marie on November 02, 2013, 07:36:33 PM
I also remember complaining that a C cup looked too big back when I was pre-HRT and stuffing a bra... joke was on me, I guess. (I just had to buy new bras, although I'd kind of outgrown the old ones into between sizes rather than a whole cup size bigger; I'm wearing anywhere from 38DDD to 42DDD depending on manufacturer.) At this point, I figure the breast fairy is often unpredictable, just like for cis girls. :)  There are ways to speculate, but who knows where the personal genes came from until you try! My mother's a 34B, for heaven's sake. Anyway, I started at 32 and had good results, too.
Indeed! That Boob Fairy has a mind of her own!

Quote from: Joules on November 02, 2013, 07:48:13 PM
I loooove my girls but at the rate they are going, they are getting to be harder and harder to hide even with heavier Winter clothes.  I may be forced to choose transition a lot sooner than I expected, I'm not giving up my E!

P.S., don't try binding, breasts are damaged by the kind of binding that our FTM brothers do.  I just wear a slightly small sports bra, then a tshirt with a baggy dress shirt.  That combo works well for the time being without threatening the eventual robust shape.
I know what you mean, and we're just starting to head into what's already shaping up to be a very hot summer here. I'll start looking into sports bras, they seem like a good way forward.
Title: Re: Busting out...? Excited, surprised and a bit freaked!
Post by: Eva Marie on November 02, 2013, 09:57:54 PM
I was on a low dose HRT plan for about 4 years to control dysphoria; the boob fairy did visit but she really didn't leave much behind. Undershirts under loose fitting dress shirts hid everything quite nicely.

About 2 months ago I figured out that i'm a transsexual, so my therapist wrote me a letter for full strength HRT and my endo made a plan for me. My plan is to be on 1/2 of a transitioning dose for a month and jump up to a full strength dose if no problems happen.

I didn't think that much would happen due to my age and my genetics (mom was an A cup at best). Surprise! In that month my boobs have really taken off - they have lost that "tube" look and they have filled out and grown. I'm having to consign more and more shirts to the "do not wear" pile because my chest can be seen with those shirts on now. I'm also now remembering that both of my grandmothers were quite endowed, so maybe that's where they are coming from.

I'm really curious what is going to happen when I go up to full strength HRT in a week  - I'm thinking that this secret is not going to be able to be kept for much longer   :laugh:
Title: Re: Busting out...? Excited, surprised and a bit freaked!
Post by: amZo on November 02, 2013, 10:00:59 PM
No such similar experiences............. darnit!   ;)
Title: Re: Busting out...? Excited, surprised and a bit freaked!
Post by: Violet Bloom on November 02, 2013, 10:54:31 PM
  Only on Spiro at the moment so absolutely nothing is happening on the boob front.  Once they add the E I should be able to make some progress.  All I've gained so far is an improved state of calm which is at least helping me be a bit patient about the physical changes.  Congrats on your gains.
Title: Re: Busting out...? Excited, surprised and a bit freaked!
Post by: generous4 on November 05, 2013, 04:22:16 AM
Quote from: Grace_C on November 02, 2013, 05:18:27 PM
...they're going to be a bit hard to conceal while I remain in guy mode.
I went through the same sort of thing in "guy mode".  I did bind for a while at work -- H O R R I B L E -- so I am glad you will not be doing that. 

Just see how it goes, and do not worry.  The sooner you can drop out og guy mode, the better.
Title: Re: Busting out...? Excited, surprised and a bit freaked!
Post by: spx_1112 on November 05, 2013, 07:45:47 AM
Girls congrats on the breast growth.  It's a wonderful feeling.
Title: Re: Busting out...? Excited, surprised and a bit freaked!
Post by: angiegurl on November 05, 2013, 10:28:07 AM
I am currently an A cup but the nipple tenderness and slight itching has just begun as I am only one week in to HRT the right way. I wear a lace cami under my shirts because I am in guy mode when I go out most of the time. Once I take care of the beard that will change. When working at home I am full on girly.  ::) I like the lace cami because it has nice wide straps and you can't tell it is there and it also helps with the nipples. I am anticipating this will become an essential article of clothing. If I can develop to a nice full B or even C I would be ecstatic. My mom was a D so I remain hopeful.  ;D
Title: Re: Busting out...? Excited, surprised and a bit freaked!
Post by: KabitTarah on November 05, 2013, 10:43:30 AM
Quote from: Joules on November 02, 2013, 07:48:13 PM
Getting a late start at 60, I wasn't sure what to expect.  I'm overweight and had some fair sized moobs, almost a B cup worth, although moobs have that flat, wrap-around look.  Since I'm only experimental with transitioning right now, my game plan was to do HRT over the winter and hide any developments I might get.

I started in early June and had sore breasts from day 1.  I was starting to have trouble hiding the girls before the warm weather was gone.  Right now (@ 4 months), I'm a bit shy of a better shaped B cup, as measured by an underwire size 46 B bra I have.  Going by measurements, I think I calculate to be a DDD or DDDD (band size 46, bust size 51), but that measurement technique isn't appropriate for us IMHO.  I think I still have a lot of moob stuff left bumping up the bust size, I hope it will either go away or make the switch to girl shape someday.

I loooove my girls but at the rate they are going, they are getting to be harder and harder to hide even with heavier Winter clothes.  I may be forced to choose transition a lot sooner than I expected, I'm not giving up my E!

P.S., don't try binding, breasts are damaged by the kind of binding that our FTM brothers do.  I just wear a slightly small sports bra, then a tshirt with a baggy dress shirt.  That combo works well for the time being without threatening the eventual robust shape.

Quote from: Jenna Marie on November 02, 2013, 07:36:33 PM
I did end up having to move up full-time because I couldn't hide boobs anymore - I was a C cup by four months. In the meantime, though, I had some luck with a sports bra; they're intended to be tight and compressing, but not to damage breast tissue. Plus, honestly, at that stage I appreciated the maximum support! Sports bra under one shirt with a loose shirt layered on top worked pretty well for a while.

I also remember complaining that a C cup looked too big back when I was pre-HRT and stuffing a bra... joke was on me, I guess. (I just had to buy new bras, although I'd kind of outgrown the old ones into between sizes rather than a whole cup size bigger; I'm wearing anywhere from 38DDD to 42DDD depending on manufacturer.) At this point, I figure the breast fairy is often unpredictable, just like for cis girls. :)  There are ways to speculate, but who knows where the personal genes came from until you try! My mother's a 34B, for heaven's sake. Anyway, I started at 32 and had good results, too.

Daaamn... 4 months for both of you, and already hard or impossible to stay in boy mode? That's awesome - and yes, frightening!

Joules, it looks like my HRT plan is the same as yours - a year later. I'll be starting E in May/June to hopefully ride out the summer and make it to sweater weather before the girls come in too noticably.

Jenna... I'm starting 3 years older than you, have a bit of gynecomastia, and my family is all big (at least on the side I take after for everything else). I'm not saying I'll be following your path, but the possibility and sort-of-fear is there!

This thread is making it REALLY hard for me to wait 7-8 more months ;) I'm excited for all of you..... and in anticipation! ♥♥♥
Title: Re: Busting out...? Excited, surprised and a bit freaked!
Post by: generous4 on November 05, 2013, 10:59:48 AM
Quote from: Grace_C on November 02, 2013, 05:18:27 PMMy sister is kinda huge (G?) but has had three kids too
My mom was quite large, same with my sister... not sure what bra sizes for them, though.  Gotta be careful just throwing around cup size.  42DD carries more volume than 32G, so...
Title: Re: Busting out...? Excited, surprised and a bit freaked!
Post by: Ms Grace on November 05, 2013, 11:50:44 AM
Yeah, I have to say I'm an utter newb at bra sizing! Guess I'm about to get a crash course :laugh:

Yesterday marked a week with a sub dermal pellet, and dang my nips were sore! Think I can feel another growth spurt on the way!

Did yoga yesterday (we have a small class in the workplace once a week with a qualified instructor) and apart from feeling like my girls were super obvious even under my baggy tee we had one posture that involved lying on our front, for the first time it felt like having a small pillow under my chest.
Title: Re: Busting out...? Excited, surprised and a bit freaked!
Post by: Jenna Marie on November 05, 2013, 05:48:00 PM
Kabit : Good luck, and I hope you get exactly the results you want - with the timing as close to ideal as possible. ;) I also had some gynecomastia, and I do wonder if that's a sign that a body is really going to work well with E...
Title: Re: Busting out...? Excited, surprised and a bit freaked!
Post by: KabitTarah on November 05, 2013, 07:13:53 PM
Quote from: Jenna Marie on November 05, 2013, 05:48:00 PM
Kabit : Good luck, and I hope you get exactly the results you want - with the timing as close to ideal as possible. ;) I also had some gynecomastia, and I do wonder if that's a sign that a body is really going to work well with E...

Thanks! Mine is on one side only (very noticeable by feel).
I've often felt, lately, that I was built for E not T... body and spirit. :D We'll see how it goes - I've got a long path ahead.
Title: Re: Busting out...? Excited, surprised and a bit freaked!
Post by: generous4 on November 10, 2013, 08:49:38 PM
Quote from: Ms Grace on November 05, 2013, 11:50:44 AM
...felt like having a small pillow under my chest.

Yup, I remember that feeling for the first time.  I don't do a lot of prone exercises now, though. ;D
Title: Re: Busting out...? Excited, surprised and a bit freaked!
Post by: Shantel on November 11, 2013, 10:07:13 AM
Quote from: Ms Grace on November 05, 2013, 11:50:44 AM
Yeah, I have to say I'm an utter newb at bra sizing! Guess I'm about to get a crash course :laugh:

Yesterday marked a week with a sub dermal pellet, and dang my nips were sore! Think I can feel another growth spurt on the way!

Did yoga yesterday (we have a small class in the workplace once a week with a qualified instructor) and apart from feeling like my girls were super obvious even under my baggy tee we had one posture that involved lying on our front, for the first time it felt like having a small pillow under my chest.

As they become more developed sometimes just rolling over in bed at night will get a breast crushed. I was laying on my side when my spouse planted her elbow in one of mine as she rolled over, it was a true WTF moment!  :icon_yikes:
Title: Re: Busting out...? Excited, surprised and a bit freaked!
Post by: Ms Grace on November 11, 2013, 01:06:11 PM
Quote from: generous4 on November 10, 2013, 08:49:38 PM
Yup, I remember that feeling for the first time.  I don't do a lot of prone exercises now, though. ;D
My current yoga teacher has a very impressive bust, her demonstration of face down prone postures is quite... instructive!  :)


Quote from: Shantel on November 11, 2013, 10:07:13 AM
As they become more developed sometimes just rolling over in bed at night will get a breast crushed. I was laying on my side when my spouse planted her elbow in one of mine as she rolled over, it was a true WTF moment!  :icon_yikes:
Ow! Yes, I find myself much more protective of my chest area these days... I have reassessed a lot of what I used to think about breasts now that I have them myself. :laugh:
Title: Re: Busting out...? Excited, surprised and a bit freaked!
Post by: KabitTarah on November 11, 2013, 02:56:44 PM
:P
You guys aren't scaring me off. I sleep on my side and I want boobs!! ;) LOL
Title: Re: Busting out...? Excited, surprised and a bit freaked!
Post by: evecrook on November 11, 2013, 03:03:51 PM
I'm very happy for you. I'm anxiously waiting to see what HRT does for my breast. I'm a little over weight so luckily my bra is filled. I love what I got  It would be pretty incredible to have full breasts. I got a ways to go with HRT though.
Title: Re: Busting out...? Excited, surprised and a bit freaked!
Post by: Ms Grace on November 11, 2013, 03:29:37 PM
I hope the boob fairy is generous to you both!  ;D
Title: Re: Busting out...? Excited, surprised and a bit freaked!
Post by: Ms Grace on November 15, 2013, 05:07:26 PM
I hadn't heard of the Tanner Scale (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Tanner_scale) until recently and only just checked it out. Back in 1989 I obviously started at 1 and then developed through 2 and a bit during my first transition. Most of those developments never went away in the intervening years - probably due to my estrogen rich 20+ years vegetarian diet. So this time round I was starting from a point somewhere between 2-3 but probably closer to 3 which I well and truly reached not long after I restarted on E.

Measuring myself this morning it looks like I've increased across the bust by about 3/4 cm (almost half an inch) in the last few weeks... woo! Past an A cup now and on my way to B. Tanner 4, here I come!  :)
Title: Re: Busting out...? Excited, surprised and a bit freaked!
Post by: Shantel on November 15, 2013, 05:23:20 PM
Quote from: Ms Grace on November 15, 2013, 05:07:26 PM
I hadn't heard of the Tanner Scale (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Tanner_scale) until recently and only just checked it out. Back in 1989 I obviously started at 1 and then developed through 2 and a bit during my first transition. Most of those developments never went away in the intervening years - probably due to my estrogen rich 20+ years vegetarian diet. So this time round I was starting from a point somewhere between 2-3 but probably closer to 3 which I well and truly reached not long after I restarted on E.

Measuring myself this morning it looks like I've increased across the bust by about 3/4 cm (almost half an inch) in the last few weeks... woo! Past an A cup now and on my way to B. Tanner 4, here I come!  :)

Woo-Hoo  B( . )( . )IES!  :D
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Post by: Ms Grace on November 15, 2013, 06:10:02 PM
haha! W(.)(.)T! ;D
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Post by: LizMarie on November 15, 2013, 08:31:47 PM
Tanner 3 at 13 months but my endo and I continue to battle yo-yo T levels so until we get those under control who knows what will happen? :P
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Post by: MiaOhMya! on November 15, 2013, 09:46:18 PM
You know I just remembered this : I was just on the verge of going full-time, about four months on hormones, yet occasionally I had to go out as a boy. Things up top were definitely sore!

So I go to my meeting and this fellow who I hadn't seen in about a year comes up and does something I don't miss moron guys doing...he says  "Hey long time no see! Titty twister!". Grabs my nipples, and twists. Holy crap I go *AHHHHHHHHHHH!!*  :icon_yikes: and I went straight down on in a room full of people!

At least he was equally surprised! Hopefully he learned to be a little less obnoxious.

Also about breasts...it is true to be careful. The other day I ran out to my car and took a jarring step. I wasn't wearing a bra and they go *ba-boom* and recoil. My right boob hurt so bad for like ten minutes, and I didn't even hit it on anything!  >:(

I must say though overall they really are very nice thing to have, and I hope you enjoy them!

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Post by: Shantel on November 16, 2013, 09:02:06 AM
Oh yeah how I remember the "Jackass" male bonding attempts made by those who didn't know back in the day, chest bumps or an open handed slap across the chest, it was enough to drive me to my knees. Not fun and thankfully it's past history!
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Post by: Ms Grace on November 18, 2013, 10:06:19 PM
So as I scratched myself through my shirt yesterday I realise I now officially have under boob. ::)
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Post by: KirstenR on November 20, 2013, 07:01:46 AM
Quote from: Ms Grace on November 18, 2013, 10:06:19 PM
So as I scratched myself through my shirt yesterday I realise I now officially have under boob. ::)

Your posts are very inspirational, thank you
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Post by: Ashey on November 20, 2013, 11:35:19 AM
Quote from: KirstenR on November 20, 2013, 07:01:46 AM
Your posts are very inspirational, thank you
:laugh:

Driving around this morning I felt a bit self-conscious. My boobs were jiggling a lil.  :embarrassed:
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Post by: Shantel on November 20, 2013, 11:57:21 AM
We girls!  :D

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Post by: kellibra on November 20, 2013, 03:00:46 PM
ms grace, i read your post with both envy and trepidation. i am considering hrt to increase my breast size and bring my mind and body more in line with the woman within. i have slight gyno and can already comfortably wear an a to b cup. not sure i want to fully transition in the near future though and if my breasts were to grow i would want them to do that slowly.
your experience however clearly shows that the boob fairy has a mind of her own and one never knows where one will end up or how quickly. my concern would be to get to c cups too quickly and force a transition. yet when i read all these wonderful posts, i so want my breasts to be bigger! stuck between a rock and a hard place. is there such a thing as a slow start? i read hrt is reversible in the first 6 months?
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Post by: evecrook on November 20, 2013, 04:15:19 PM
I'm not exactly sure what's going on. I'm going on a month of HRT' There is definitely some going on with my breasts, but I don't Know if it's from the estrogen. Before I starts HRT I was being treated for depression. I stopped those drugs. I just don't  know for sure if its Gynecomasti from the antidepressant pills or I'm getting a small amount  of growth. Last week my nipples were sore than it stopped but this week there are getting a little sore again. I hope its growth.
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Post by: Ms Grace on November 23, 2013, 08:27:46 PM
Quote from: KirstenR on November 20, 2013, 07:01:46 AM
Your posts are very inspirational, thank you
Quote from: kellibra on November 20, 2013, 03:00:46 PM
ms grace, i read your post with both envy and trepidation. i am considering hrt to increase my breast size and bring my mind and body more in line with the woman within. i have slight gyno and can already comfortably wear an a to b cup. not sure i want to fully transition in the near future though and if my breasts were to grow i would want them to do that slowly.
your experience however clearly shows that the boob fairy has a mind of her own and one never knows where one will end up or how quickly. my concern would be to get to c cups too quickly and force a transition. yet when i read all these wonderful posts, i so want my breasts to be bigger! stuck between a rock and a hard place. is there such a thing as a slow start? i read hrt is reversible in the first 6 months?
Always happy to be an inspiration!  ;D Depends on the HRT, certainly the longer you're on it the less reversible the effects. I imagine that if you start to get glandular development behind the nipple that wouldn't reverse. Or if it did, might take some time.

Quote from: Ashey on November 20, 2013, 11:35:19 AM
:laugh:

Driving around this morning I felt a bit self-conscious. My boobs were jiggling a lil.  :embarrassed:
It's a great feeling! And better a jiggle than a dangle!!

Quote from: Shantel on November 20, 2013, 11:57:21 AM
We girls!  :D

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Too funny, Auntie Shan! I remember doing that when I was a kid!
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Post by: Ashley Allison on November 24, 2013, 10:55:44 AM
Quote from: Ms Grace on November 23, 2013, 08:27:46 PM

Too funny, Auntie Shan! I remember doing that when I was a kid!

No kidding Grace! I remember doing that too as a child, and figuring that it was totally normal; kinda of wrong on that point, at least for someone assigned a boy.  But fruits?! The wads of toilet paper were always a bit lighter lol!
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Post by: Ms Grace on November 24, 2013, 01:23:01 PM
Quote from: forallittook on November 24, 2013, 10:55:44 AM
No kidding Grace! I remember doing that too as a child, and figuring that it was totally normal; kinda of wrong on that point, at least for someone assigned a boy.  But fruits?! The wads of toilet paper were always a bit lighter lol!

Pretty sure I used two rock melons! Lol
Wishful thinking to be sure! ;D
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Post by: Ms Grace on December 06, 2013, 10:01:44 PM
When I went through my first transition I never considered myself well enough developed to buy a bra. I would've been lucky to fill a AA and I doubt they made trainers to fit a 92cm/36" rib cage. Yes, I suppose I could have at least bought a B or C cup and padded it. What can I say? Sometimes I wasn't the brightest 23 year old. ;)

Anyway...big news... I've finally bought my...
...first bra! :eusa_dance:

Or I should say "bras" 'cos I've bought two! One is a standard dress bra and the other one a sports bra.

My bust is now almost large enough to fit into a Australian 18B (US/UK 40C) so I might get a bit of use out of them before I (hopefully) need to move onto the next cup size. Other than mucking around with my mothers bras when I was pre-teen I've never really worn one before. Had to figure out how to adjust it and get it on. It was fun, very exciting!

I know some women can clip the dress bras from behind but, until I can, I guess I'll have to clip it at the front and swing it around before slipping my arms through the straps (learned that one somewhere, can't remember where). The sports bra is great, so soft and comfortable and comes with a bit of extra padding!!  ;D Unfortunately I had bought the sports bra because it had been suggested as a means of keeping my breasts less noticeable but this style has the opposite effect! What a shame, now I'll just have to buy another one!
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Post by: Violet Bloom on December 06, 2013, 10:28:23 PM
Quote from: Ms Grace on December 06, 2013, 10:01:44 PM
Anyway...big news... I've finally bought my...
...first bra! :eusa_dance:

  Congrats and best of luck with 'round two'!  It was pretty exciting back when I bought my first ones and didn't even have anything to fill them with.  Just think how excited I'll be when my development takes off (it's starting!).  I mentioned in another thread that I just bought a compression sports bra today myself because I'm paranoid I might be looking unpresentable at work very shortly ;D.  This bra will definitely hide rather than enhance - Adidas Techfit is the model.  It's pretty tight but I'm still breathing just fine.
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Post by: Ashey on December 06, 2013, 10:55:35 PM
Grats! :D Hopefully I'll need one too in the next few months lol. Already feeling some jiggling at the gym. o_o
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Post by: Ms Grace on December 06, 2013, 10:59:10 PM
Thanks Violet and Ashey!

Quote from: Violet Bloom on December 06, 2013, 10:28:23 PM
I just bought a compression sports bra today myself because I'm paranoid I might be looking unpresentable at work very shortly ;D.  This bra will definitely hide rather than enhance - Adidas Techfit is the model.

OK, cool - I'll check them out. Believe me though, unless you normally wear tight body shirts to work then you'll be able to hide a fair bit of development. I'm almost to that Oz B-cup (US/UK C-cup) size and I'm still doing mostly OK with loose shirts. I think it's due in no small part to women's clothing being cut and designed to show off their figure where it counts.
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Post by: evecrook on December 07, 2013, 09:02:40 AM
I don't bother with behind the back. My arms don't seem to want to do that
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Post by: kellibra on December 09, 2013, 05:07:21 PM
congrats ms. grace on your first bra!!! so exciting to join the rank of proud bra wearing women. i remember when i bought my first bra not that long ago and being afraid to wear it. i now have close to 10. today i am wearing a pink 38b push-up. went to a coffee shop and kind of let it show. although i had nail polish and lipstick on (both pink of course), no one seemed to notice! despite what other girls say, bras are so much fun!
one question, if your size is now a US c, why did you wait so long to buy your first bra? i would have thought that when you were a b cup, you would have started to wear one??
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Post by: MiaOhMya! on December 09, 2013, 06:52:11 PM
Congratulations! Be sure to try lots of bras and find your brand. It's a hassle, but a good comfy bra makes all the difference like shoes or anything else.
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Post by: Ms Grace on December 09, 2013, 09:21:36 PM
Thanks Mia, great advice!

Think I might be going through another growth spurt at the moment. Had to lie on my front for yoga today...and WOW more sensitive than usual!
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Post by: generous4 on December 10, 2013, 09:30:37 AM
Quote from: Ms Grace on December 06, 2013, 10:01:44 PM
Anyway...big news... I've finally bought my...
...first bra! :eusa_dance:
YAY