I write things. I call them poems but they're more suited to music, really. If I could actually play music this would be a whole different story. Here's something I did today, more to come.
Hidden
These gleaming neon signs illuminate this street,
Breathe in these human vapors, sweat and heavy heat.
A world of binaries, no analog allowed,
I walk the night alone in my masculine shroud.
Broken body built anew,
Spirit lingers, torn in two,
Metal fingers grip my heart, so cold.
People spouting senseless verse,
Dysphoria grows worse and worse,
Should I just believe what I've been told?
Still racing to my goal,
There's a heartbeat under my skin.
Search my electric soul,
For the hidden girl within.
Your secret science conquers Nature's cruel laws,
But still your work holds your inherent mortal flaws.
A restless sleep, I dream inside my warm cocoon,
My rebirth's imminent, my body is my womb.
Broken body built anew,
Spirit lingers, torn in two,
Metal fingers grip my heart, so cold.
People spouting senseless verse,
Dysphoria grows worse and worse,
Should I just believe what I've been told?
Still racing to my goal,
There's a heartbeat under my skin.
Search my electric soul,
For the hidden girl within.
That is pretty good. Maybe you can meet someone who is better with music and band together.
If I could write music, I would do it for this, I've got an idea, but don't know what it translates to in ABCDEFG talk, or in guitar tabs.
This is the first poem I wrote after my awakening. Nothing much, just a little something something.
To Be
Brand new me, brand new day
No more stupid roles to play
They were made for another me
And he has ceased to be
Dark is gone, light abounds
Listen, can you hear the sounds?
Sunshine sparkles in my hair
And laughter's on the air
Born again, made anew
Stories I could tell to you
But they must wait for another day
For now it's time to play
I found this while digging through some old notebooks. It's a tribute to my favorite Pokemon: Misdreavus
Perish Song
Hello friend, do you know who I am?
Tell me, can you see?
I am here to free your soul,
From pain and misery.
Feel your heart beating in your chest,
Come now, follow along.
Sing out three, now do your best,
In this, my Perish Song.
No one else can feel your pain.
I'm your only friend.
You just have to listen to me,
And I can make it end.
Lift your soul like the wings of a dove,
Come, don't wait too long.
Sing out two, and hear me my love,
In this, my Perish Song.
Hush my sweet, I understand.
Split your pain with mine.
Join my voice in harmony,
A tender hymn malign.
We have almost reached the Light,
How could this be wrong?
Sing out one, there's no need for fright,
In this, my Perish Song.
Come now to the realm beyond.
This, your only choice.
For upon this final chime,
I give Death my voice.
What's that, love? Just one last kiss?
Join the teeming throng.
Thousands more have felt the bliss,
Of this, my Perish Song.