For Them
For them, it would be easier,
for me to crawl back into the shell.
For them, it would be harder,
if I dare to leave this bombshell.
For me, it would be harder
to continue living in their hell.
For me, it would be easier,
if I really could continue to dwell.
But if I do crawl back into the shell,
and if I do continue this hell.
There would be nothing left of me,
and that really does come with a fee.
Sorry about the nonsense here up above, lets just say it was not really such a good day x3 I'm not really much of a writer, but I just could not get my frustration out on paper so I thought I would try to write it.
Ah, art is healing. And your friends here can relate. Hang in there...
Thanks Valerie, I'm going to hang in there. Just some days are a bit harder then others. But! I was not told that being overly optimistic was my super power for nothing! I will most likely get over this hurdle of mine in no time :) It is easier to know as well, that I have such an amazing group of people who understand and support what I am going through here on Susan's.
Art IS healing. I can honestly say it's saved my life many times. :)
Doesn't sound like nonsense, dude. I can feel your frustrations coming through in the words. It resonates with me a lot actually.
Don't hesitate to PM me if you feel like venting, buddy!
Quote from: ~Kai on November 06, 2013, 07:13:11 PM
Art IS healing. I can honestly say it's saved my life many times. :)
Doesn't sound like nonsense, dude. I can feel your frustrations coming through in the words. It resonates with me a lot actually.
Don't hesitate to PM me if you feel like venting, buddy!
Thanks man, I feel a bit better now. Just one of those days, I suppose xD But, I managed to cheer myself up a bit with some music and I think I will try to use that as an outlet. Going to practice and get better at the Ukulele, and I think I might try an Ocarina next :) Or buy strings for my guitar, which ever of the two comes first xD
Quote from: Dalex on November 06, 2013, 07:49:12 PM
Thanks man, I feel a bit better now. Just one of those days, I suppose xD But, I managed to cheer myself up a bit with some music and I think I will try to use that as an outlet. Going to practice and get better at the Ukulele, and I think I might try an Ocarina next :) Or buy strings for my guitar, which ever of the two comes first xD
Sounds like a good plan. ;D I find that music above all other mediums is the best when i`ve got a lot to get out. Something about being loud and noisey puts me at ease. X3 I also find those are the times when I'm most creative. I have composed some of my best tunes while raging out on my keyboard. :D
Ooo.. an Ocarina! The nerd in me tells me the first thing i would do with that is learn all the zelda tunes. XP
Man, you are giving me the music itch. I think I might have to pull out the 'ol girl and do some jammin as well. X3
Quote from: ~Kai on November 06, 2013, 09:09:17 PM
Sounds like a good plan. ;D I find that music above all other mediums is the best when i`ve got a lot to get out. Something about being loud and noisey puts me at ease. X3 I also find those are the times when I'm most creative. I have composed some of my best tunes while raging out on my keyboard. :D
Ooo.. an Ocarina! The nerd in me tells me the first thing i would do with that is learn all the zelda tunes. XP
Man, you are giving me the music itch. I think I might have to pull out the 'ol girl and do some jammin as well. X3
And before I know it my apartment gets filled with all sorts of instruments >.> I suppose the apple does not always fall to far from the tree xD My dad plays the guitar, a mouth harp and a Harmonika.
And hey! Ukulele and keyboard! We will be a smashin' hit!
And the Ocarina is cool x3 Nerdtastic!