Today it happened again at anonline dating site. A kid too young for me (I accept a 5 years difference maximum, no more) was getting pesky and in the end asked for my skype (Big no). And I got rather tired by that point.
"Look at my photos. Don't you think my face looks a bit manly?
If I gave you my skype you would be hearing something similar to a sailor"
The kid said something Like "Sorry, I understand. Good bye and thanks for replying", but I could feel his fear. I think he's not going to log in in a few days. Sadly, this is absolutely not the first time I do it. If I progress a lot with somebody I tell them. If I get flirted a lot, I will tell it in the most sarcastic way. It's a total trigger for my self-hate, and whenever somebody keeps flirting at every post, it sounds like "I want sex" to my ears mixed with "she's ugly but I can crack this lock easily". I really hate when they flirt. An intelligent conversation could win me over so easily...
Even worse is whenever I get dirty proposals, sausage talk and things like that. Last one today wanted me be some sort of submissive slave and to get on my knees... Just after I was back from a feminist exposition. So I told them I could offer him to be my slave and suffer my manly wrath while he cried to his mom.
In real life I would never ever risk going out of the stealth or telling on my own, but online... Whenever I feel harassed the "odd couple" takes the lead again and has to show that they are there. It's the only ever moment I revert back to my previous "testis over mind" stage. It's like a way of saying "Don't you ever try to see me as a prey. I'm still manlier than you"
Before HRT I never attacked somebody online. Now every time somebody tries to get naughty on me I discharge all the contained rage and frustration. And I can guarantee my T is on the correct range... I feel like when it comes to sex, there is still a man lurking inside me :embarrassed:
LEARN. .....TO........READ: https://www.susans.org/forums/index.php/topic,154230.0.html
Can you tell them, "Thanks, but no, I'm not interested in that mushy stuff until after a few dates"?
You don't have to let out that your TS...either directly or indirectly. How does a cis-woman handle boorish cretins?
"You jerk!" Or even better, delete delete delete...and...*blocked*.
Note that I put "...." in place of the various shift + number = symbols. In the spirit of keeping Susan's place clean. And with that, I say:
....., ... . .. . .... . . . . . .. ...... . .....! And furthermore, ... . . ... ..... ...., ... . ..... . ...... ....!!
Quote from: Devlyn Marie on November 17, 2013, 06:14:30 PM
LEARN. .....TO........READ: https://www.susans.org/forums/index.php/topic,154230.0.html
Dang...
Better now or I try downgrading it a bit more?
Quote from: Beth Andrea on November 17, 2013, 06:15:53 PM
Note that I put "...." in place of the various shift + number = symbols. In the spirit of keeping Susan's place clean. And with that, I say:
Last time I used a fork with asterisks a mod changed it to symbols... Thought they were safe. This is getting harder than the TV version of Scarface.
Now you know why online world is filled to the brim with men. A few years ago I had an xbox360 and I loved playing racing games. Well one day I buy the game "Uno" from the xbox market place and turned on the little camera so I could talk to people. What did I see, camera after camera of other guys junk. So I threw the xbox camera away. It just wasn't worth the aggravation. The few racing friends I had were gentlemen and I wanted to keep them as friends. Everyone else was just a creep or perv.
I think it was 2010, when xbox lived had the live version of the game 1:100. One day I was picked as the one. That was cool and quite an honor. I was so nervous being the one, center stage in front of the entire xbox community. When it was all done, my xbox message inbox was completely full and I had hundreds of friend requests that I had to wade through and delete. I couldn't believe the crude language that was used on me and what these r*tards were saying. Now I knew why most female gamers have male gamer IDs so they don't get the "that's a chick" or a face full of some guys junk or who knows what.
Part of the female condition is being treated like a sex object, like it or not. Learning to ply one's womanly charms is part of the growing up we all need to do :)