So,
I made the call to the endo today since I knew my therapist letter had made it and when they answered they knew who I was and said they had the letter... made me feel more comfortable..
I am nervous.. going to be seeing people other than my therapist and wife who will know all about my trans status.
Office staff was professional and kind on the phone just hope I don't pass out in the Dr. office when I go next week.
I have considered not going through with HRT or anything but the only reason I am still here is the hope I get some relief from my dysphoria.
Plan:take it slow but I want the effects of HRT will see what the endo says.
Continue my health plan I have lost almost 40lbs now will go another 35lbs
Now that I start HRT will be body building again but with the spiro and estrogen no worry about huge muscles just going to get into perfect shape and see what the HRT does over time. I had 18 inch biceps I have them down to 14" now. I am shrinking. Working out 2 times a day and total time per day 2.5 hours.
My work out and meal plan was done through Chris Tina Bruce... she transformed and was a body builder and her body looks great...
Hair is getting longer fast.. not sure how I am going to manage my hair...
I colored my hair to get rid of any grey on the sides.. looked funny to me at first but the color is same as my natural hair.. when I see people I have not seen in a few months they say I look completely different.. if only they knew why I lost all the weight and taking care of myself..
Carrie