I've been going over my younger life, I've been thinking about events that make more sense now starting to transition.
One thing, I almost forgot about was when I would use the restroom, I would tuck my thing between my legs, and close my legs. I can't remember when it started, but I just remember my mom found out once, and I freaked out and never did it since.
So my question is, do you do the same?
That "thing" is my biggest Dysphoria inducing part of me. I tuck all the time. I mean a girl can't have a bulge showing through the new dress she just bought right? Yes I hate to see it when I go as well. I can't wait until the magical transformation when "It" is turned into a "she". :)
well, if by tucking you mean ignoring it, I done that all my life
Honestly I do recall times now that I think back on it that I did similar things. Don't recall being cought just knowing that's not how boys go to the bathroom. Now it happens allllll the time lol
I used to sit when peeing for the longest time. Idk when or why I started doing it. I don't have any qualms with my you know what, but a vagina would be preferred for Jessica's listed reason.
In a strange manner I used to do it, but not always and not exactly for disphoria reasons. I just though it would be a more silent way to go to the toilet at night, when it is so silent that you can even listen to the steps of an ant walking on the garden. Also, it is less risky of messing the vase and I did not need to fear having to clean the bathroom...
Besides that I was a good swimmer and for 10 years I had to wear speedos when swimming...I just hated having that bulge down there and then I learned to tuck...but at that time I had no idea that it was a sign of my disphoria starting to come out.
I tuck when en femme and just about every night.