Hey all, this is my first time posting here, but I've been on this site and have found useful information numerous times. I'd like to remain anonymous for now though due to the sensitive nature of the subject.
So basically my entire life I've never been able to feel anything during sex, penetrative or other. Penetrative just hurts and I'm not really interested in that at all.
I've been on T for a year now and over this past year I've been able to feel increasingly more sensation in my little T penis, but still not much. I don't know what to do about it. My ex has given me head plenty of times and it feels alright but nothing special. She has a hitachi that I've used and I myself have a vibrator that I try every now and then.
The thing is, I have to rub it on me hard and fast to feel much of anything (which again, isn't much) then I feel a sort of building up sensation and a release a few seconds after.
The release either feels pretty good and lasts for about 2-5 seconds, or I don't feel anything but it happened and I'm too sensitive to keep trying.
The other thing is, I don't get hard. At all. I get turned on, but I've never gotten hard. It makes no sense to me at all!
I can't afford to go to a doctor at all to figure out what's going on with me, so I was hoping someone on here might have had a similar experience and could maybe help me out?
Any advice would be lovely, thank you!
-S
I know you mention you can't afford to see a Dr but if you're on T then you'd be following up with an endo or other Dr thats monitoring your T dosage. Next appointment you have, bring this up to them as this is one of the things that they would want to know anyways.