and live viscerally through her as my own. In a way I'm growing up all over again so I'm holding her hand-in-hand so to speak, growing together and 'being' this child in this new experience.
Maybe this is a poetic way of thinking about it.
That's how have to look at it.
Literally being a no life before, I have to start from ground up, taking my first steps, and re learning how to interact with the world around me. and building an education :( from almost nothing. only this time I know I going to be bullis some, but in know what I want t do with my life.
Yeah, it's kinda like that! lol