So this whole thing has started to become more than I can bear on my own, which has led me into seeking some help.
I've booked my first session with a therapist, and in three weeks I'll finally be able to talk to someone about it all, I'm actually excited.
Went to the first session today, overall it was nice, she was very friendly and took me seriously when I told her my concerns.
I was so nervous it took me a few minutes of silence to be able to spit out the words 'I think I'm transgender', my hands were trembling the entire time and I often couldn't answer her questions.
This was when she calmed me down a bit with some controlled deep breaths. I then explained it in a bit more detail and what I was hoping to achieve by going to therapy, and then before I knew it the hour was up.
She then told me that she feels like we could work together, and that she'd like to see me weekly for a while. So that's that, I've got to talk it over with my employer first but I can't imagine there will be any problems.
So what have I gained from this first session? Not much, but at least the ball is rolling now and it does feel good to have someone that knows about me.
I am glad you had a positive experience!! I know what you mean about the hour not lasting long enough. I have been going once a week since September and I love it. My Therapist said I was doing so well we should go to once every other week. I politely declined! ;D Having the right person makes all the difference. :)
I struggled to explain things at times but I definitely feel better now. I didn't want to leave!