i had a dream. it was peaceful at first. it was full of color and life. i dreamt i had a home. i place to call my own. i dreamt that i found my little corner in the world and i was happy. but than like always, the sudden reality came to play. i began to cry for i knew it was only a dream. everything fell apart and i finally felt it. that feeling that penetrates even the coldest of space. i couldnt breathe, my chest felt as if an elephant was sitting on me. all my tears, my pent up frustration, anger sorrow had burst free, filling the space and than everything died down. dead silence, not even a whisper of wind. everything vanished, and when i woke up, i felt nothing. i couldnt feel those chains anymore, nor could i see that cage i was trapped in. everything gone as if it never existed. i felt my skin and it was warm, i even became hot for the first time. i didnt smell like graveyard soil anymore. strangely, i woke up refreshed. my worries disappeared to and my thoughts have calmed down.