Hi there
I'm brand new to this site but not new to the lifestyle.
Just a minute ago i came across a term on this site that i can better identify with.
gender-fluid. And I tought I knew all there is to know ,guess there is alot I dont. There is another term but I wont use it because after reading other posts on this forum ,it would appear people are offended by it.
Im 23 and Im indian south african
Born male and most of the time I Identify as such. Sometimes I like to feel female and sexy :-*. Crossdressing and imagination helps with that. I been doing that (from inside the closet :laugh:) since I was 12. I used to fantasize about finding a magic potion that would change me into a girl. If I found a genie I know what I'd wish for. And No its not to be a girl ,I'd wish for the power to shape shift lol. I really envy those shape shifters on tv even though they are real >:(.
Would love to try going out in public en femme but I'd want to be un regonisable. My manly side wouldnt want anyone to know :o. Perhaps someday I'd try it in a city where nobody knows me. My obtacles for passing would be height, feet size, and shoulder width.
Well thats it for my intro
tata for now :icon_wave:
Welcome ameera
Maybe you are your own "Genie in a Bottle" ;)
Hope youll enjoy reading/posting here
Vivien
A warm welcome, ameera!
I have travelled in my life to most of Europe and the U.K. many times, Russia, much of Asia, and I have lived in Latin America for many years.
I haven't been to Africa, but I understand that in many countries of Africa, trans-girls could be in some physical danger, so be careful.
South Africa is more organized than most of Africa from what I can tell from a distance, but I have heard of a lot of physical violence in your country in recent years.
At least you gals and guys of color don't have to deal with the oppression of apartheid anymore, but the high risk of physical violence currently in South Africa concerns me for you...because being a "female male" may elicit physical violence against you in some places in South Africa...
Sure, "coming out" is very hard...some going out in public "presenting" myself as female, I have only done where I am NOT known...
But just 6 weeks into strong female hormones (hRT) I already have small breasts that people are starting to stare at just in the last few days...
I take estradiol valerate and micronized progesterone from major manufacturers, and these are working great for me...maybe they can for you, too...
You may also need to overcome some prejudice in your culture of India, even though you are South African...
Ask your doctor or therapist or pharmacist for estradiol valerate, 17 beta estradiol, maybe spiro although I have never taken spiro even though I have it in my house. And micronized progesterone if you can obtain it where you live in South Africa. If not micronized progesterone, maybe another "pure" form of progesterone with low side risk. THESE can be your "magic" pills to physically transform you into a girl.
6 weeks into taking these "magic pills and potions" I am already physically transforming into a girl, which aligns well with my true female mind.
You might want to do the same, if you decide that you are truly female. If you are NOT truly female, you should NOT take the "magic pills and potions" because the physical and mental changes you will experience are deep and profound.
If you are FEMALE inside, then these "magic pills and potions" you have dreamed of, exist in the real world. These results for me have been fast, real, and strong.
A hug to you in your journey,
Johanna.
I am female.
Hey Ameera
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Grace
Hi Ameera and welcome to Susan's.
:)