It seems to me that I am the happiest when I am dressed up in something girly and femme when I am at my house. Its like I come home from where ever and I lock the doors and then undress down to nothing and slip on a pair of panties with tights and then throw on something femme and its like I am so comfortable and relaxed and at ease. Like today I went and bought a nightgown cause I wanted something nice to wear at night, its not silk or anything like that which I wanted but it is a night gown and I just enjoy relaxing in it and it feels so nice. Its pink which is my favorite color when I imagine myself being a female.
I am so frustrated that women have the better clothes than us, I mean in the roman days guys wore skirts and stuff like that, why can't men do that these days? lol. I mean you could but people would just call you names. Which is kind of sad that society is so immature that they can't accept people that are not like everyone else. I feel the proudest about being transgender when I am at home in my night gown or a dress or anything femme. Anyone else feel like a total different person when they are dressed up?
Quote from: Sandy74 on October 28, 2014, 03:13:25 PM
Anyone else feel like a total different person when they are dressed up?
In my case, not totally different, but a little bit.
barbie~~
I have been who I always have been but when I dress up it just vindicates what's going on on the inside is now going on on the outside. :)
The only time I feel totaly relaxed and at ease is when i am wearing feminine clothing .I dont even need to be in make up or wig to just feel comfortable and at ease ;D
Since telling my wife of my desires she has been very supportive. She took me shopping for a satin nighty in the weekend and also we have bought one online (hopefully here today).
While shopping for me she also bought some new panties and when we got home she found one pair was a smaller fit and so I now have those and I wore them last night and have them on at work now.
With her accepting my needs I feel more complete than I have ever been. I just wish society could be as accepting as I would love to wear all forms of female clothing to work.
I have 2 teenage sons at home that do not know of my CD, this keeps me very frustrated as I can't be ME when at home. I think I would wear panties, tights and skirts all the time.
My wife put my nighty on this morning and she fills it better than me in the breast department, we are lucky as we wear the same size clothing and I fit all of her boots and shoes.
I'm wearing a nightgown nearly every night now (meaning there are nights I don't wear anything lol) and I love how it feels. However I want to get a few of them, like a baby doll and other styles and even some really nice pj's.
Since telling my wife and beginning cross dressing back in March this year I've had the need to dress more and more.
Our children don't know so I can't openly dress at home. However I've found several nice t-shirt style woman's night gowns that fit perfectly and I've been able to wear them to bed and in front of the kids. At first my wife asked that I wear men's sleep shorts with them to help hide the length. After a few months I've transitioned to just the night gowns and I'm loving them.
I can't wait to begin HRT so I can fill out the top better.
Anyway no more male night wear!