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Hello!  I'm Sarah...59 yo (I think I am) TG.... I say TG and that I think I am because I've always been somewhat confused over my feelings.  Since little (5-6 or so) have always felt more comfortable with girl things than boy's... preteen and young teen absolutely wanted to be a girl!  With no internet then, thought I was strange and didn't want to not fit in so buried all of those feelings for many years.  They resurfaced from time to time but with marriage, kids, job, etc. etc.  was much, much easier to to just just keep it buried and be a boy.  Now am 59, the feelings remain and get stronger all the time.  So, figured I might "hang out" here and try to sort things out (and maybe pick up a few ideas along the way).  I dress as a woman now and then (very much closeted) but "think" it all the time.  Thanks for listening, hope I made some sense.

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V M

Hi Sarah, hope you feel welcome here.  It's never too late to be yourself! There are plenty of transitioners your age and older here who I'm sure you can relate to very well.  Good luck!

Quote from: SarahVA on November 10, 2014, 09:44:16 PM
Hello!  I'm Sarah...59 yo (I think I am) TG.... I say TG and that I think I am because I've always been somewhat confused over my feelings.  Since little (5-6 or so) have always felt more comfortable with girl things than boy's... preteen and young teen absolutely wanted to be a girl!  With no internet then, thought I was strange and didn't want to not fit in so buried all of those feelings for many years.  They resurfaced from time to time but with marriage, kids, job, etc. etc.  was much, much easier to to just just keep it buried and be a boy.  Now am 59, the feelings remain and get stronger all the time.  So, figured I might "hang out" here and try to sort things out (and maybe pick up a few ideas along the way).  I dress as a woman now and then (very much closeted) but "think" it all the time.  Thanks for listening, hope I made some sense.

When in doubt on age, 29! Welcome to Susan's Place! I'm from Boston. Grab a comfy chair and settle in for a spell.

Hugs, Devlyn

Sarah
Welcome to Susan's family.

Wow I been 39 and holding for almost 14 years now.

Lots to read here in the forum.

Wall flowers are welcome but feel free to walk into the dance at any time.

Thank you all so much for the warm welcome.  It is so lonely sometimes knowing what I want and not being able to get there...but this all helps!