I am tripping right now. I am simply just thinking about reality til my head gets dizzy!
I have for a year now, been honest whit my mom and sister about me being non-binary and my wish to transition into androgynous.
So a week ago I told them I was having trouble getting started and that i needed a kick in the butt. Same night they showed me how makeup works and I also posted a full makeup profile pic on facebook!! That was my first step ever towards androgynous. ( This was an awesome experience, they are amazing.)
Tomorrow they are visiting me in the town i am studying. They are going to take me shopping for makeup, clothes, shoes etc.. Everything femme. I am planning on keeping the look and show up to school wearing makeup and femme clothing!(next monday;O..)
I know 99% that this is what i want, but to be honest, i am tripping right now! I want to go through whit this. I am to lucky to have so accepting family and i don`t want to ->-bleeped-<- this up.....
It feels like i am 10y old, about to ride my first roller coaster. I am afraid of falling off and die.. I also really want to ride it!!!:d
Congrats! Making your first steps towards freedom. You're glowing!
Thank you! ^ I hope so:)
lucky!
things only happen way too slow for me.
but if they suddenly start happening for real, maybe i'll also find myself on the way up to the first top of a rollercoaster.
Yah!, lucky me.. Postponing is a big issue.. if it weren`t for them, i dont know how long i would have waited..
Any specific reasons to why things are going slowly, Taka?:) Sorry if i ask to personal.
it's just a bad coutry to be nb in.
really difficult to find anyone at all who can help,
but i might get somewhere if my gp makes some effort.
he seems willing to, so there's still hope of avoiding binary transition.
That's terrific, Emilyx! So glad for you! Have fun and keep us posted.
That's so great that your family is being so supportive. Plus , yay, shopping trip!