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Community Conversation => Transsexual talk => Male to female transsexual talk (MTF) => Topic started by: Billie97470 on January 07, 2015, 08:19:24 PM

Title: does anyone...
Post by: Billie97470 on January 07, 2015, 08:19:24 PM
first off I don't know if this has been a topic, there's a lot to skim over, does anyone think or feel they dream as a female at night?  I've felt like I do for a few years.  After bottling stuff up long enough I found my way here now, so I'm new, I would like to hear what others think for a free shrink session.  Mostly I notice my body and feel self conscious I guess about my feminine appearance in dreams is about all I ever remember.  I am also still pre hrt...  Thoughts?
Title: Re: does anyone...
Post by: Sabrina on January 07, 2015, 08:46:23 PM
It would be nice if I did. If I do dream, my gender is never known.
Title: Re: does anyone...
Post by: Ms Grace on January 07, 2015, 09:03:32 PM
Yes, this is a fairly common recurring topic. No problems!

I think you'll find it varies for most people. My gender presentation in dreams, where it's even apparent, can be all over the place and usually dependent on the theme of the dream.

More than anything though I think my dreams reflect that I am transgender- which makes more sense than dreaming I was a cis male or female.
Title: Re: does anyone...
Post by: stephaniec on January 07, 2015, 09:30:57 PM
pre HRT I went back and forth,  with HRT I'm pretty much genderless
Title: Re: does anyone...
Post by: Billie97470 on January 07, 2015, 09:32:27 PM
Quote from: Ms Grace on January 07, 2015, 09:03:32 PM
Yes, this is a fairly common recurring topic. No problems!

I think you'll find it varies for most people. My gender presentation in dreams, where it's even apparent, can be all over the place and usually dependent on the theme of the dream.

More than anything though I think my dreams reflect that I am transgender- which makes more sense than dreaming I was a cis male or female.

Okay so I was thinking something along those lines, I don't recall ever seeing my self physically in a dream.  I do understand how I feel about my appearance possibly I'm just thinking and dreaming about starting hrt and anticipating or something now that I know what direction i am going to take with my gender deal... who knows. I have dreams also with no connection to what gender I am, maybe more female I am pretty sure I  think more like a woman.  some dreams it doesn't matter its just a random dream.  Thanks for response as silly of a question as it is.
Title: Re: does anyone...
Post by: ChiGirl on January 07, 2015, 09:44:43 PM
Most of the time, no.   But during my repressing years, I had a dream one night that I was "placed" into a woman's body, for unknown reasons.  Espionage, maybe?  Anyway, I felt myself as this tall beautiful blonde in a gorgeous long tight dress walking through a restaurant. It was so real and felt so right, I still get goosebumps thinking about.   And that was like 8 or 9 years ago!
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Post by: Jasper93 on January 07, 2015, 10:05:11 PM
I've always been genderless in my dreams.  Although, whether it means anything or not, most of my dreams pre-transition entailed running from whatever decided to chase me that night.  I seem to dream about fighting and kicking villains' asses nowadays, but then I wake up realizing how that would never come even close to happening in real life now since I'm far weaker and smaller than I've ever been! LOL.
Title: Re: does anyone...
Post by: Billie97470 on January 07, 2015, 10:10:52 PM
Quote from: Jasper93 on January 07, 2015, 10:05:11 PM
I've always been genderless in my dreams.  Although, whether it means anything or not, most of my dreams pre-transition entailed running from whatever decided to chase me that night.  I seem to dream about fighting and kicking villains' asses nowadays, but then I wake up realizing how that would never come even close to happening in real life now since I'm far weaker and smaller than I've ever been! LOL.

Who cares about being the super hero I wanna bang the superhero... I know what super powers I want him to have...
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Post by: katrinaw on January 07, 2015, 10:19:44 PM
Genderless or transitioning, sometimes purely as a woman... not often enough though... but that's to be expected given my life as a conforming to recent times male  :'(

L Katy
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Post by: Luna Star on January 08, 2015, 10:26:44 AM
Dreams made me realize that I was trans in the first place never saw my bits in those dreams but I definitely was female or looked female
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Post by: ImagineKate on January 08, 2015, 12:33:04 PM
Very often as a woman now. Even with all the right "bits" in place.
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Post by: awilliams1701 on January 08, 2015, 12:42:14 PM
I only came out to myself about 6 months ago, but I've been dreaming about being a girl for 4 years at least.