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Community Conversation => Transsexual talk => Female to male transsexual talk (FTM) => Topic started by: LoriLorenz on January 11, 2015, 06:47:38 PM

Title: I told dad. ***Trigger Warning - sexual organ words used.***
Post by: LoriLorenz on January 11, 2015, 06:47:38 PM
Dad came over today and we went for lunch. I felt ready to share my trans self with him, and I was nervous at first, but once it came out, I was ok. Dad has surprised me many times with how magnanimous he's been about my revelations (I've been nervous to share aspects of myself with him before).

The crazy thing is that he shared with me something I never knew before. Apparently when I was born, they were not sure if I was male or female. I came out with a vagina, but I also had a penis-like protrusion!?!?! From the adult perspective that I am now, it makes sense, because I have Turner Syndrome which has to do with altered sexual organs and hormone issues, but it also makes total sense to me why I always was unique and never did quite "measure up" to being a girl. A few days after I was born, my pseudo-penis was absorbed inside my body, but I like to think that I was fighting myself all 9 months on presenting as a boy like I should have been, and genetic syndrome won out over brain orientation on the outside, but not anymore!

This gives me more to take to an endocrinologist since I want to see one anyhow to sort out some other energy, hormone and weight issues.
Title: Re: I told dad. ***Trigger Warning - sexual organ words used.***
Post by: Ms Grace on January 11, 2015, 06:57:24 PM
That's definitely very useful to know. And good on your dad!
Title: Re: I told dad. ***Trigger Warning - sexual organ words used.***
Post by: stephaniec on January 11, 2015, 07:00:11 PM
makes sense
Title: Re: I told dad. ***Trigger Warning - sexual organ words used.***
Post by: mrs izzy on January 11, 2015, 08:49:28 PM
Another piece to the puzzle.

Luck finding more answers.

Hugs
Title: Re: I told dad. ***Trigger Warning - sexual organ words used.***
Post by: mynameisjacob on January 17, 2015, 03:23:55 AM
Sounds like you may be intersex, so I'd definitely get it checked out by a doctor before starting T
Title: Re: I told dad. ***Trigger Warning - sexual organ words used.***
Post by: LoriLorenz on January 17, 2015, 03:31:41 AM
Quote from: mynameisjacob on January 17, 2015, 03:23:55 AM
Sounds like you may be intersex, so I'd definitely get it checked out by a doctor before starting T
You're absolutely right. I'm planning on going to my GP and getting a referral to an endo for that among other things. I am aware that I have two syndromes that affect hormones and sexua organs, so it very well could be. Even without a final diagnosis, I have been treated as female my whole life and only just recently realized I'm not!
Title: Re: I told dad. ***Trigger Warning - sexual organ words used.***
Post by: FTMax on January 18, 2015, 11:18:39 AM
Congrats bud :) Good news on the Dad front, and very interesting news on the medical front!