The goody good two shoes. I've been spiritually drug across the floor. I am searching up, looking down but I have not really achieved anything.
I have gained more eyes watching me, more than I could ever care to entertain. I have finally given up, I have to, the dream. I have had it my whole life, and now and many times before, I just cannot go on. I am going to take a ride on the wild side from now on. Sure I will be timid to, but I need some hardcore in my life.
All light no fun, or happiness. I've tried. Where have i gotten myself.
Not that I wont be in total light, but I am thinking more of f*@% my rules, and others. Get it how I live. I am so depressed and lost in this world right now. I am over it, turned a fee new leaves. This time I do not want to turn back. Good people finish last? Well, seems some just never finish.
Cheers, for a new life!