Something happened again last night. I looked into the sky and had that moment where it felt like a new set of eyes was looking up. I also felt like the Creator was looking back at me and smiling, I felt no shame and no worries. I felt as if in that one moment, I could embrace my female side and not worry about anyone,anywhere questioning me as to why I am on this path. It was remarkable.
Also around this same time, I find myself having daydreams that involve being loved and in a relationship, finding myself far more intrigued and satisfied in the daydream by being emotionally attended to vs the usually psychical fantasies I would have.
This whole perception thing and how my mind feels and thinks, it creeps up on me and surprises me almost every day!
Hugs and keep entertaining positive thoughts :)
and looking up places and situations that inspire you :)
(: That's a beautiful thing!
I think, when we let ourselves have these moments, it means we feel we're worth something- to feel like you can have an emotional connection with someone else, that's a pretty wonderful thing to have! It also means we're worth something to ourselves when we look into the mirror, or have a moment to just... let ourselves think. About anything. And be moved by that... ugh. That's awesome!
That's a nice positive thought!
Quote from: Orchid on March 28, 2015, 04:53:30 PM
(: That's a beautiful thing!
I think, when we let ourselves have these moments, it means we feel we're worth something- to feel like you can have an emotional connection with someone else, that's a pretty wonderful thing to have! It also means we're worth something to ourselves when we look into the mirror, or have a moment to just... let ourselves think. About anything. And be moved by that... ugh. That's awesome!
Your so right...I am starting to see my own self worth, i felt defeated before and was super depressed, staying home, playing games and eating pizza, which then killed my back and caused more pain. I now can move about and i feel like I am more like the wind again.
You know, I came to that realization too when I dropped the shackles and set myself free by coming out and starting transition. And yes the sky does seem like a nice place. Even nicer with a telescope. :)
Quote from: ImagineKate on March 28, 2015, 07:49:03 PM
You know, I came to that realization too when I dropped the shackles and set myself free by coming out and starting transition. And yes the sky does seem like a nice place. Even nicer with a telescope. :)
wow...i was saying that last night while i looked at the moon. I need a telescope now lol
Quote from: Shawn Sunshine on March 28, 2015, 08:05:53 PM
wow...i was saying that last night while i looked at the moon. I need a telescope now lol
Get one. You won't regret it. Not less than 130mm refractor though. They are cheap enough and you can see Jupiter and Saturn.
Even though I have been involved on and off within the armature astronomy culture and seen so much over the years, seeing the night sky on a clear day still leaves me breathless.