Well here I am back again.. I think the last time I signed on was in 2013? I don't frequent the sites as much as I am not out of the closet and I don't have much privacy and always worried that someone will see or find the sites I have been on...... sigh....
Anyway, I am trying to find other trangendered people here on Maryland's Eastern Shore.. for a friendship. Someone who can be a mentor to help guide me and also be there. Someone I can share things with and talk with and someone who can give me tips and advice on my femininity. Someone I can share my struggles with as well as one I can lean on and cry on their shoulder if I need to. Someone I can share my internal desires.
Someone who won't judge me if I say the wrong thing or differing opinion whether religious, political or other (I am pretty strange and weird compared to most people today and many things I say and do may seem extreme bizarre or maybe not even be understood and might even seem contradictory to some at times). Someone I can trust and who is discreet..
I am not looking for a romantic relationship or intimacy (Thought I should state that upfront).
I need a friend that I can confide in and perhaps a mentor.. I have no one else that I can confide in and every person, family, or friend I have would completely shun me if I ever said anything to them about myself... I feel so lonely...
I currently live near Denton Maryland. Is there anyone here near there?
Michaela
(I have fully decided on a name yet, I thought I really liked the name Rebekah but I am seriously considering a feminine form of my birth name- Michaela)
Is there any way you can talk to a therapist? You could ask them about any local meet ups or groups to check out. It may be easier to find someone you can get along with well in that kind of setting.
Sadly no, I cannot risk a therapist nor afford one... sigh... And it would be extremely difficult to get away to go to a group... I am hoping for a more discreet one on one friendship...
Welcome Back... I think I will need one of these types of post soon - so long since I have been active here.
Alice
Hi - welcome back! Maybe there are some local LGBT support groups in that area who can point you in the right direction...?
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Michaela
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I wish you the best on the eastern shore, I lived in Salisbury for almost 5years and only knew one girl that was only part time that lived in Rehoboth beach Delaware area. Maybe things have changed since 2009? Maybe Suzifrommd can steer you in a good direction.
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Hi Rebekah, welcome back :)
I did the same as you many years ago, then tried becoming me secretly, right now, even tho I've not come out to SO's and others (apart from one) I have become more carefree, only thing stopping me from announcing to the world is an income stream again.
Good luck with determine your path here...
L Katy :-*