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Community Conversation => Transsexual talk => Male to female transsexual talk (MTF) => Topic started by: stephaniec on June 19, 2015, 11:15:02 AM

Poll
Question: How has your path to transitioning been
Option 1: surprisingly extreme easy votes: 10
Option 2: ups and downs like everyday life votes: 2
Option 3: It's been alright, I just wish it was easier votes: 2
Option 4: I'm finding alot of issues that are challenging to resolve votes: 2
Option 5: manageable , but some issues are extremely difficult to deal with. votes: 2
Option 6: sometimes unbearable , but the only way is forward votes: 1
Option 7: earlier in life was difficult , but now pretty easy. votes: 1
Option 8: less than extremely easy, not quite just ups and downs votes: 1
Title: How difficult or easy has your transition been
Post by: stephaniec on June 19, 2015, 11:15:02 AM
Well, if I take into account my whole life and the length of time it took to get where I am , it's kind of high on the scale of difficulty. The thing that has made it a lot easier for me since the decision to transition was made is my age and finances . I'm don't have money , but I can survive without too much worry and I only have myself to be responsible for. The struggle to get to this point has been the main cause of grief.
Title: Re: How difficult or easy has your transition been
Post by: Rejennyrated on June 19, 2015, 11:19:28 AM
I suspect I should admit that my answer of surprisingly easy may in part derive from the fact that its well over thirty years in the past, and so any little local diffculties have long since faded from my memory. Either way it certainly wasn't any more diffcult than any other part of life.
Title: Re: How difficult or easy has your transition been
Post by: stephaniec on June 19, 2015, 11:29:30 AM
My difficulty was just in the craziness of getting here and starting hormone even though I knew I wanted them when I was 18.
Title: Re: How difficult or easy has your transition been
Post by: suzifrommd on June 19, 2015, 11:53:40 AM
Would be a complete cakewalk were it not for hair.

The only thing that has made my transition even slightly difficult is that I have too much hair where I don't want it and not enough where I want it.
Title: Re: How difficult or easy has your transition been
Post by: enigmaticrorschach on June 19, 2015, 11:59:01 AM
manageable but very difficult. i live in a rural area so the only one that knows anything or can remotely help is my GP and it took some desperate situations to convince her that i did need help or i would end up dead
Title: Re: How difficult or easy has your transition been
Post by: Tessa James on June 19, 2015, 12:27:56 PM
Getting here was a struggle but being here is 100% percent better that my fears allowed me to imagine.

The personal freedom and liberty of transition are a tonic and an amazingly seductive elixir for me.
Title: Re: How difficult or easy has your transition been
Post by: Jacqueline on June 19, 2015, 12:49:19 PM
I am really too early to comment but that won't stop me ;).

I can say it was a very hard short period of time so far. I suspect that challenges will continue. I hope more of them become external(not that I want trouble from others, it was just hard to wrap my head around some of my self discoveries). Once embraced, things seem to get easier till the next issue shows up.

However, seeing so many of you who have made your journey's a while ago. We as new people see your posts and it is encouraging and inspiring. It doesn't make tough times go away. However, it makes it seem doable. In addition, because of the earlier transitions of sisters, it makes it easier for the rest of us to stand on the shoulders of giants.

With gratitude,

Joanna
Title: Re: How difficult or easy has your transition been
Post by: Kellam on June 19, 2015, 12:58:56 PM
It took me twenty years from when I first knew I needed to transition to me being able to fully accept who I am and begin it. In those intervening years was a lot of unbearable struggle. Now that I have started transtion though everything seems easier. Even the damage T did to my body, baldness included, is bearable now that I can see it slowly but surely reversing. This part of my life feels like a great healing period, all the old wounds are fading. It did seem unbearable but that inexorable forward motion of life has brought change forth again!
Title: Re: How difficult or easy has your transition been
Post by: stephaniec on June 19, 2015, 01:08:10 PM
yes, the healing
Title: Re: How difficult or easy has your transition been
Post by: iKate on June 19, 2015, 01:34:44 PM
Easier than I thought, actually. However there have been a number of challenges I've been through.

However I believe that I never would have gotten out of the closet had society not evolved to this degree. I was trying to hide myself for so long, I just couldn't anymore.
Title: Re: How difficult or easy has your transition been
Post by: stephaniec on June 19, 2015, 01:40:12 PM
Quote from: iKate on June 19, 2015, 01:34:44 PM
Easier than I thought, actually. However there have been a number of challenges I've been through.

However I believe that I never would have gotten out of the closet had society not evolved to this degree. I was trying to hide myself for so long, I just couldn't anymore.
The hiding was the miserable thing for me.
Title: Re: How difficult or easy has your transition been
Post by: Sydney_NYC on June 19, 2015, 01:40:23 PM
I was very surprised how easy it has been for me. Especially with my being 6'7" and not transitioning until I was 43. The hardest part was coming out, but the result of coming out was much more positive than I thought it would be.

The part I've hated the most in transitioning is electrolysis, but thankfully that is getting so much better now since my sessions are getting shorter and further apart :)
Title: Re: How difficult or easy has your transition been
Post by: jessical on June 19, 2015, 01:51:07 PM
There needs to be a categories between extremely easy and it had ups and downs.  For me I would say it has been easy, easier than expected, with a few bumps in the road.  But extremely easy does not quite fit.
Title: Re: How difficult or easy has your transition been
Post by: Jill F on June 19, 2015, 03:08:05 PM
It was simply the path of least resistance for me.  Not transitioning became untenable and life-threatening, and doing what came naturally was much easier.
Title: Re: How difficult or easy has your transition been
Post by: noleen111 on June 20, 2015, 02:41:47 AM
Mine has been surprising easy. My life was made easier by my best friend and roommate. She supported me and was very excited to help me become the woman I am today.

In the beginning, she thought I was a doll, She loved dressing me up in outfits. All different styles. I am glad she did, as in all those outfits, I found my style.

Without her, I might have struggled. She also guided me on how woman are in public.. e.g. sitting like lady or even when walking down stairs with a long dress, it easier to pull your dress up slightly to see your feet. She even thought me how to apply makeup and how walk in heels. She loves heels and I got my love of them from her.
Title: Re: How difficult or easy has your transition been
Post by: Obfuskatie on June 20, 2015, 02:48:36 AM

Quote from: suzifrommd on June 19, 2015, 11:53:40 AM
Would be a complete cakewalk were it not for hair.

The only thing that has made my transition even slightly difficult is that I have too much hair where I don't want it and not enough where I want it.
This! Social anxiety would be a lot easier to deal with if I was confident with my hairdo. And I've always been squicked out by my body hair, so hair removal has been a huge priority as well. I guess we can take solace in that nearly all women wish their hair was different than it is, otherwise salons, curlers and straighteners wouldn't be as popular.


     Hugs,
- Katie
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Title: Re: How difficult or easy has your transition been
Post by: Nicole on June 20, 2015, 03:32:30 AM
Mine was made very easy thanks to the most wonderful mother in the world, a move not long after coming out and a family that was told what was happening and the law set down.

I also had spare money, I was young and my mother & I planned everything.
Title: Re: How difficult or easy has your transition been
Post by: Northern Jane on June 20, 2015, 04:41:07 AM
It was an awfully long time ago and medical help was VERY difficult to find but "transition" was incredibly easy, like flipping a switch. I never 'passed' as male very well so "transition" was simply a matter of not trying any more. As a girl, everything came easily and naturally and acceptance as a girl was 100%.
Title: Re: How difficult or easy has your transition been
Post by: DanielleA on June 20, 2015, 06:44:55 AM
My transition has been really easy. The hardest part so far was getting family onside. It has been a huge emotional rollercoaster but everytime I have gone to reach the stars it has all worked out.