Hi, all. It has been 6 or 7 years since I have been active on these forums. My username is the same, but I doubt anyone would remember me. Just a shot in the dark, but I was in contact with a girl going by the name of 'Irish Jamie' who had the real name of Aisling. I'd dearly love to get in contact with her again.
So, it's been a long time since I've been here. I would say I'm going through what I have come to know as a wave. My gender dysphoria goes from just manageable to soul crushingly overwhelming. I'm not sure as to why, but that;s just how it is. I turn 30 next month. This has been my life.
In the last 5 years, I have moved from Ireland to Korea, am married and really successful in my career. I'm doing really well. I love my wife. She is wonderful and beautiful. But I'm utterly miserable.
I saw a gender therapist in Ireland and I felt things getting better, but I don't think that service is available for me here in English. Therefor I'm reaching out and hoping to talk with all of you here. I just need a chat. I really need it. I have no one. I welcome any comments and I love questions. It gives me an opportunity to talk. You're all magnificent people and I look forward to connecting with you. Thank you. Sincerely, thank you.
Hi Sarah, welcome to back to Susan's Congrats on everything you have accomplished. I'm not sure of what services are available in your area in English, but hopefully someone else does. I look forward to seeing you around the forums. Good luck and Hugs
Mariah
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Hello and welcome :)
You could have a look at online therapists:
https://www.susans.org/forums/index.php?topic=187135.0
there are more...
and there is a chat on susans...
hugs
Sarah Faith,
I was not here 6 years ago. Sorry I can't help you there. Welcome back.
I just went through some of those bouts a few months back and have a feeling they might try to re-surface. However, therapy is a great thing. I wish you luck finding someone.
There are many of us here you can continue to talk to. It just might take a little bit.
With warm thoughts,
Joanna