my writing sucks beyond belief, part of it is trying to vent, not being a super talented poet. sorry.
How many poets do you think are successful.
I'm confused, but that's a normal state of mind for me.
Writing for me is like reading, since it's what I do for a job, I derive no pleasure in it. This irritates my S.O., as she is a complete bookworm, reading 5-6 books at once, and maintaining 3 journals.
There are other ways to get your creative juices flowing. I grow gardens.