Wow has life changed.. I must say overall totally better but life is never perfect.
I find it fascinating to go out with my CIS girlfriends.. I used to have to do all the talking even as a dude.. but now I sit back, live in their world listen and learn.
I fit right in.. I find I am in my own element.. comfortable, relaxed and just love the conversation.
Something I never did with my guy friends. Its totally confirming that yes I did the right thing.. I am happy, I am living the dream I had when I was a child.. when I would dream I was on the playground with girls and we were sitting in a circle and I could see myself smiling..
Now, I find myself with the girls, could be a club or just out to eat and there we are.. and I pinch myself.
Guys could not be different than women.. I see so clearly my pain in the past.. I can hardly believe I made it to 54 to transition.
As happy as I am, I look at dudes and think how easy they have it in so many ways.
Its hard to believe.. 20 months ago I was a dude... now I can't go out as a man... even if I wanted to.
That is a reality I live with and love even though make up hair and clothes takes time I love it...
I have no idea how long I will live.. but at least now I am living.. its wonderful.
Love
Keri
Well congratulations :)
I'd say trust your emotions...
you might be guided to one or two things... if you follow this there might be other things... I'd say have some trust and it will turn out fine :)
hugs
I am happy for you Keri.
So very happy for you Keri. Hugs
Mariah