So I've fallen into a bit of a weird situation where I feel fine about it but also nervous about what I'm going to to afterwards.
Back before I had started to transition and even before I had come out to anyone I knew that the position I had taken would eventually be removed. Well that time has finally come, My last day is September 30th. To add to all the fun, my bottom surgery is November 2nd, so there goes my hopes of going onto short term disability through work.
On the plus side though, I'm getting a 14 week severance package so that will keep an income for me up till the beginning of January and about 8-9 weeks to recover. Hopefully that will be enough time and i'll be able to start working somewhere again.
I mean its great because now i don't have to worry about making sure i get all the short term disability forms signed properly and sent out and i have a whole month off before surgery to prepare mentally and to get everything in order. But now i won't have a job to come back to after I recover and will have to deal with that when the time comes.
Its just kind of a whole mixed up ball of emotions and don't really know how I feel about any of it right now, other than I just reallllly don't want to be working right now and kind of wish it was october already and didn't have to go through all the motions.