as my username states, I am valkria. read a little-bit about me
Growing up, there was no mistaking that I knew who I really was, and what I really wasn't.
I was told to be born with a velvet over my face (whatever the hell that meant) but I later found out it was a spiritual thing that ran in my moms family. ( I am indeed a resurrected mad scientific astrologist ;)
Most importantly, I "really" found out who I really was during my astral awakening...
fun fact: I've been crossing since kindergarten, when me and sister wore matching outfits : )
At a time, I tried to suppress my desire to be feminine. I did sports to keep my mind away from my spirit ~ if you know what I mean ,but I Hated Football with a passion and eventually quit. I wore my hair down time to time and my friends would say that I looked like a girl. I'd pretend to be upset, while in my mind celebrating such a compliment CX
The suppression died on Halloween when I dressed up in Lolita; I decided to stop fighting it and let my mind and soul become one. did I mention that my friend had helped me develop the perfect girl voice?
I've been told by many that it is usually strange : ) even my own mother was in shock...
just recently I told my mother that I'm going to just finish the rest of my life off as a female, But I didn't explain to her how frustrating life has been for me, especially the jealousy I had with my sister, because my body wasnt like hers... I Wish not to go into detail. but instead made up something cheesy that had to with me and scientific research.. what can I say, I love science
she took it pretty well : ) I've literally never felt this "AT ease" in my entire life.
with the way my personality is set up, I'm not too worried about what my friends will think.. they're just friends
I'm not too worried about being bullied either, in this male life, I picked up some pretty useful qualities that will help me in this transition..
Please be kind to me : ) my age is 19
Hello and welcome :)
here was a thread for young people:
https://www.susans.org/forums/index.php/topic,195129.msg1739794.html#msg1739794
Well you might look for a good gender therapist to help you along...
*hugs*
why thank you : )
I'll check it out!
You could look here for a good gender therapist:
https://www.susans.org/forums/index.php/topic,162888.msg1400316.html#msg1400316
here are more hints:
https://www.susans.org/forums/index.php/topic,194986.msg1737439.html#msg1737439
*hugs*
Hi Valkria :icon_wave:
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Hugs
V M
Hi and welcome to Susan's....
You have a great attitude.
Jen
Thanks again : )
sorry for my late response
Welcome to Susan's, Valkria. I'm happy that things went well.Self acceptance can free you from the strain of hiding. It was what I experienced when I accepted myself.
:)
Quote from: gennee on October 14, 2015, 05:40:48 PM
Welcome to Susan's, Valkria. I'm happy that things went well.Self acceptance can free you from the strain of hiding. It was what I experienced when I accepted myself.
:)
I totally agree
It feels good knowing there's people who can help me get their : )
because I know I couldn't do myself
Hi Valkria,
A big Aussie welcome to Susan's family. It's good of you to drop in and say "Hi". Hope you like it here, and you stay for a while.
There is a mountain of information, resources and friendship waiting for you here, you just need to jump in start talking and ask any question you like. You're quite safe here and we are very accepting.
You've processed your self awareness and perception in a very balanced way. The rest of your journey should have some inspiring and epiphanonic moments
Looking forward to hearing more of your story in time to come, but in the meantime, be safe, well and happy.
Lotsa huggs
Catherine