I never had the body of a guy....
well, to explain...
Ive never been comfortable with my identity, I always asked my partners to point out someone who looked like me body wise when we were near a crowd or busy place. I never got a answer through 3 different women :-\
so last night my wife and I were talking. ok... marveling at my bodies changes, fitness/weight loss wise. And I was talking about my hips widening and my belly pooch starting to turn into a bowl shape. I asked about someone on TV and she said, Ive never been able to find a guy that looks like you because your body looks more like a girl. I was like "And youre just now telling me this!!!" that would have been beneficial a few years ago :D
How sweet! Give her a hug for that!
Hi Rita
that is sweet that she said that but why did it take her so long to tell you? maybe she was trying not to tell you for some reason?
My sister told me that I looked like a girl my whole life.I always fit in her jeans and she use to steal mine too. LOL I never stop to think about it but I'm only 5'-3" tall and weight 135 lbs. My 2 brothers are 6'-3" & 6'-5"and all weight around 220 lbs all my sisters are around 5'-3" maybe it has something to do with that I'm a twin with my sister Dawn. My shoe size is 8 women's as all my sisters are. and both my brothers are size 13 mens. Kind of says the whole story wouldn't you say. To top it all off they did a DNA test and other blood work when i was younger and my mother never told me till i was screaming for help as i knew i was a girl. then she told me that I have two XX in my DNA amazing wouldn't you say. Now I feel released and I'm a vey happy women. The other thing is i never grew much body hair and had 6 electrolysis appointments and two laser appointment and done. I'm the oldest in the family. and i have a full head of hair while both my brothers were going balled at 23.
Hugs
Lyndsey
hahaha thats cute rita
Thank you all ;D
Not sure why she didnt just tell me long ago, shes always knew about my girlness, although the last 6 months I have gone deeper and more serious than ever, I guess the timing of the universe was just right for now ::)
Im pretty sure I lie on the intersex spectrum, Im a large girl, no petite stuff here
I think they made a choice when I was young to make me swerve male, but it didnt
get all the girl out
I dun hugged her and told her that it was cute ;D
Quote from: RitaChans on December 04, 2015, 02:07:44 PM
Thank you all ;D
Not sure why she didnt just tell me long ago, shes always knew about my girlness, although the last 6 months I have gone deeper and more serious than ever, I guess the timing of the universe was just right for now ::)
Im pretty sure I lie on the intersex spectrum, Im a large girl, no petite stuff here
I think they made a choice when I was young to make me swerve male, but it didnt
get all the girl out
Hi Rita
You are funny and i have to say i enjoy reading your comments
LOL
Lyndsey
Thanks ;D
Ill be here all week
It was a about a year or two after dropping the T-Bomb on my wife that she told me the first time she saw me naked she thought I was the poster child for Klienfelters Syndrome. I never heard of it so later I looked it up on Wikipedia. Sure enough there was the picture of me in my late teens showcased.
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I spent my entire childhood and teen aware life in feminine protesting, getting beat for it by my parents, bullied by my older sister, and teased by school-mates. I was suddenly made aware how I appeared quite different down below when I first had a comparison at a Summer camp and then a few years later during 9th Grade gym class showers. I also had rudimentary breast development to an 'A' during my early teen years such that I wore T-shirts to hide my self whenever I went swimming at the beach.
I began transition working toward full-time female and the operation in what I refer to as a typical 'vanilla' M-F transsexual. But I self-discovered more about downstairs than I expected and had to repeatedly ask for some clarification rather than hearing doctors telling me it was all my imagination.
Eventually I got my wish. The doctors first put me under fluoroscope for whatever that was meant to show, then they stuck a needle in me that put me under, and cut me open to take a physical peek. A day or so later following surgical recovery, the doctors wheeled me in my hospital wheelchair to talk to a psychiatrist about the positive results that I am female inter-sex - my downstairs is mal-developed female - but wanted to know why I would still want to continue transitioning to female.
Doctors wanted to have my chromosomes checked. I said thanks but no thanks; I already knew from medical studies that male can be XX and female can be XY, so whatever is my karyotype is irrelevant to me.
Yes, at least there was a certain affirmation when my doctors told me that I am female inter-sex - I wear my hysterectomy scar with pride as my inaugural proof I am female as I had proclaimed since day one. I used the determination as additional certainty toward my goal and got my GCS about six months later.
I firmly place one foot in the inter-sex field and one foot in the transsexual field; sometimes I feel welcomed, sometimes I feel outcast because I am not wholly one or the other.
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