I remember my first session of therapy..I was so excited.. so ready for this. I remember thinking.. I can't wait to get on hormones.. You have to do three months of therapy to get your letter..
I remember the feeling when I first started on hormones.. that moment when it began.. how eager I was. How impatient I was..
So, I get to therapy yesterday and sit down.. and she says you seem tired or down Keri.. whats up.. and I was like..really.. I am just so happy, I am in heaven.. I am just living my life now.. I am fine..
Turns out.. we really don't have that much to talk about these days.. I have had the proper amount of therapy but I must admit it still helps to talk to someone and share your thoughts and get validation and encouragement.
So, I am relaxed, content, feeling normal.. so what do we talk about??
We talk about my upcoming surgery in Thailand for SRS. Coming so fast.. about 8 weeks.. ugh and I am so busy.
She asked if I was nervous.. I said no just hope there are no complications.
I told her.. If I die on the table.. its ok.. I was doing what I wanted to do. its worth all the risk.. so worth the risks.
She is working with me on my expectations after surgery, to be ready for that depression that comes with all the after care.. said that can last 3 to five months before your like yeah.. I am moving on.. all is good.
So thats it.. other than talking about my first guy date ever.. and my relationship with my ex wife.. which is good.
To those who are beginning the journey.. love you.. be patient with yourself and others.. you are about to learn so much about yourself and humanity.
Keri
Wow seems like I'm so far behind. Is there a reason why you chose to have your SRS surgery done in Thailand?
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I'm a bottomless pit of things to talk bout in therapy , I can just imagine the overload if I was getting the GCS done
Thats awesome that you are content, Im happy for you ;)
I did about three months and we ran out of things to talk about also, once I realized we were chit chatting as friends during my sessions, I decided I really didnt want to pay for that... lol
unfortunately my therapist cant help me in any way regarding getting on hormones, she even told me that. And I cant seem to find a therapist who can.... maybe its just meant to be at this point.
Quote from: crazycool86 on December 10, 2015, 09:24:11 PM
Wow seems like I'm so far behind. Is there a reason why you chose to have your SRS surgery done in Thailand?
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I could not get a clear answer for insurance in the USA so decided to go over seas.. less than half the cost.. and I like the procedure they preform.. so I am a happy camper
Keri
Ok I'll probably follow the same footsteps
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