I do not think I am depressed since Im not sad. Its just that my appetite has gone to the roof and my motivations have gone to nill. I sleep all night after work (12 hours if I can get it). During lunch I need to lay down. I lay down any chance I can get an hour to myself. I ate whole box of pizza yesterday.
Whats wrong with me?
Not sad...just lazy, tired
You said you were only on Spiro, right? If this is the case, it's not surprising. Lack of sex hormones (E or T) will make you feel tired, rundown, not motivated, depressed, increase fat stores and appetite. Risk of osteoporosis in the long-term as well as cognitive deficits (Alzheimer's), looking older faster, etc. Not a good situation to be in.
In my case over-eating equals self-sabotage. What got me to address being TG was once again tipping the scales near the 200lb mark. When I hate myself, hate my life, see no future, and especially no resolution, I eat... way too much.
I've been eating way too much lately :(
Sleep? Only vague memories of those fond old days.
me eat too much, my arms are monstrous and I want tiny petite ones.