Hi everyone
I hope this is not too much of a personal question ..
but am i the only one who wishes that i could "masturbate" away my male part , more specifically i mean like rubbing it so it fell off..?/sorry if this is a weird question, but i want to know if theres anyone who ever feels like that.
Pretransition I used to fantasize about many different ways to get rid of that aweful thing between my legs. As a kid one of the worser things was to slam that body part in a doorway and hope that it would fall off, just like what I saw on kids programs when I was little. Nowadays we have an uneasy alliance. It stays quiet and I ignore it.... Until it's time is up.
Fall off. LOL its not a loose tooth , you can't just tie dental floss to & slam the door. Haha
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Dont think there is any DIY sex change kits avalable. IMAGINE THAT!!
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Heh. That would be a much better way of getting rid of it than what I've thought of. Ugh. I hate that thing.
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I tried pulling it off once and ended up in the hospital trying to explain why I was bleeding from my penis. They're not kidding when they say soft tissue.
Plus, It's soooo annoying.... It's like, (hope this isn't tmi) but it gets erect for NO. REASON. It's like, just go away. When people use the term, "annoying d**k" there is no joke there. Ugh.
Quote from: Faith Rena on March 20, 2016, 02:48:11 AM
Plus, It's soooo annoying.... It's like, (hope this isn't tmi) but it gets erect for NO. REASON. It's like, just go away. When people use the term, "annoying d**k" there is no joke there. Ugh.
This problem went away for me when I started HRT. Now, (pardon the pun) it is hard to get hard. Seriously though, I have had dreams since I was a kid where I went to the doctor and they discovered that there was a vagina underneath and they could just cut the growth off and reveal the vagina that had always been there and all the internal plumbing was in place and I just never knew it.
Quote from: lisarenee on March 20, 2016, 05:02:42 PM
This problem went away for me when I started HRT. Now, (pardon the pun) it is hard to get hard. Seriously though, I have had dreams since I was a kid where I went to the doctor and they discovered that there was a vagina underneath and they could just cut the growth off and reveal the vagina that had always been there and all the internal plumbing was in place and I just never knew it.
Oh wow.. that's a pretty good dream lol. And thanks :) that's good to know. Now I have another thing to look forward to lol.
I've also heard that HRT may result in getting smaller down there...?
Quote from: Faith Rena on March 20, 2016, 05:38:14 PM
I've also heard that HRT may result in getting smaller down there...?
Yes, it's a commonly-observed effect of M to F HRT that the penis and testes will shrink. If you are considering going forward with vaginoplasty in the future, it's good to have plenty of scrotal and penile tissue for the surgeon to work with in constructing functional vagina/vulva/clitoris. So it isn't useless stuff after all!
When I was younger I tried to pull off my penis by hanging it over a door nob and pulling it off that way, then in the Army I tried to shoot them off but I had a misfire. Thinking about it that was a good thing! Now I am in therapy and I feel good, I know that I'm an on the road. Yay!!!
I remember when I was 12 or 13 standing in the garage with my penis in one hand and a 22-inch hunting knife in the other...I stood there for what seemed like hours...I think I knew it was going to hurt and most likely kill me which is why I backed off...so I stuck to fantasising about accidents where I had to have it removed and replaced with a vagina....and we lived happily ever after... ;)
I often masturbated while imagining myself with a vagina since it works a lot better. But I also liked masturbating imagining I have a penis. It worked too.
I never wanted to get rid of my penis. It's honnestly a pain to have it but I don't especially hate it. It just feel... Weird. Like "where is my vagina" weird.
Quote from: Ange on March 21, 2016, 09:03:13 AM
I often masturbated while imagining myself with a vagina since it works a lot better. But I also liked masturbating imagining I have a penis. It worked too.
I never wanted to get rid of my penis. It's honnestly a pain to have it but I don't especially hate it. It just feel... Weird. Like "where is my vagina" weird.
LOL same. I mean, I do want to change it into what it should be, but I don't hate it. It's just annoying. It would be so much better with a vagina.
My whole life I've tried to just pull it off, without making a big mess of things. Since hrt I've been less interested in it but way back at the start of puberty I wanted it GONE. It doesn't especially bother me anymore.
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the worst thing about it is the unwanted erections. i don't hate it or want to chop it off, i just feel like it is useless to me. i do have fantasies of having my vagina penetrated into existence. i don't know if that's a common thing.
I think I'll be unpopular with this answer...
Part of the problem now is? It's mechanical.
Sex is almost an impossibility for me. I mean, watching pr0n, the equipment works - no issues there! But even leaving aside the issues with my girlfriend, I'm mostly NOT interested.
I don't have proper words, but I'll try and clarify...
I see attractive women all over in the city here. going to work, going to lunch, etc. I want to chase more than one down, ya know? But it's not the Manly "UG GONNA MATE!" sort of impulse. More like, chase her and engage her in conversation, and get to know her, and draw her in, and the feel of her breasts on mine, and... [you get the idea].
Mind, I don't really have much in the way of breasts, and I DO have a male body, so... :P :-\
So, the equipment works, but it's operating in a different gear. And I want different equipment anyway.
So when fantasizing by myself, I'm facing issues. As a child, I was VERY visual, could imagine a lot in my head. Vibrant images, elaborate scenes. Doing cyber on AOL, girls LOVED how I could paint a scene. Details, rich imagery, etc, like writing a book, only including the senses all around.
Now, I try to do that - and can't. I set a "scene" (the difference being, as a youngster it would've been an on-site movie shoot, and now it's a skit on a 3'X5' stage with no props)... And my mind is elsewhere, even if I'm riffing on pr0n of four girls all looking eagerly at the camera...
Yet I still "release pressure" up to several times a day! But that's all it is: mechanical. Dealing with stress. (Think "Wolf of Wall Street" sort of thing.)
But there's no association of "the thing" with "the act." No different in a sense from someone who rolls a quarter across their knuckles while thinking. I'm thinking, so I roll the quarter across my knuckles. But when I have to think, I get out a quarter first, and once it's rolling, THEN I can get the brain engaged.
I never dreamed of getting it lopped off. I do wonder about keeping it soft and no longer having the problem - no pressure, if you will. (An aside, I'm told women enjoy sex more than men, actually. Told by women, mind. So if you have a female mind and enjoy sex in a female way, but are running the Testosterone of a man.... Maybe there's a problem there, WRT sex? Maybe it's an addiction, in a sense?)
I've experienced that when on hormones, BTW. Liked it, even, though I was a bit upset when the ejaculate went clear. And it became SO HARD to get off, too....
Most recently, when thinking things over (not just rubbing as release), it's more of a, "touching is nice..." sort of thing. Enjoying the build-up, which to be honest, usually ends in frustration.... Imagining I could push it inside, as opposed to pulling it off, say, or keeping it soft while touching, and wishing I could push something inside.
Don't know if that's a normal progression to anyone, though. Sort of used to being a loner (unique) in life. ;-)
-Dianna
It stayed in a "non-existance" mode since I took some non-formal medicine including E a few months ago(DON'T IMITATE!!!). It stayed in silence from then, which is a good thing to me...