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Hello Gals,
My name is Teri and I just wanted to say that for some odd reason, on october 6th, I was out in an area in Detroit, Mi that is regularly cruised by gays and some TG's, not many though, and decied to go outside of the area, because I had this real strong desire to be out in the regualr world as the woman I am or was dressed to be! I before would not do that but the urge to do so and drive around on that beautiful saturday morning with the windows open and the t-top open and dressed as Teri-T was very strong and I felt very confident and very passable at it and thought, some people may look, but most people are breally not looking at each other very closely, they are really in their own worlds, to notice little ole me :police:. So started outn of the park and went thru a busy street and drove by a loverslane store and decided that would be a perfect spot to get out of the car!! :laugh: I got out of the car, made sure I really was passable and not just wishing it, and did indeed pass and went in. The lady asked if I need help, and I said no, just looking :laugh: and went forward to look. I did wonder if she outed me, but who cared, it was a sex shoope that catered to all kinds of sexual fetishes, so what could they say to me!!! >:D :laugh: I just wanted to gain some confidence being out and looked around a bit. I didn't have moneyn to buy sexy lingerie, although I defintely would have died to buy something, But I thought to try something sexy on right now, would be much, in case she outed me! I ignored looking at the other 2 ladies shopping and ignored if they outed me or not, but they were too busy trying sexy things on and looking in the mirror, there was a guy with them and I turned away from looking atb him, this seems to be the best way to conduct yourself in public when dressed to avoid being outed and to avoid the feeling of strangeness that might come with a noiticed look. I went to look at the sexy shoes and noticed a mirror behind them and saw myself!! :D Boy was I surprised at what I saw, a genuine-looking sexy woman, I could not believe it!! :o I was pleasantly and totally thrilled with what I saw. I was really passable and even looked desirable and not just in fanatsy thoughts!! :laugh: I could not keep looking and trying to look like I was really shopping :laugh: I jsut had to keep seeing what i SAW, A SEXY, CURVACEOUS woman!!!!!!!! ;) I have lost 60 lbs. and and then top I had on accented my upper torso and allowed for the waist loss, when I held my waist in more!!!!!!!!! Now iwas so pleased that I was living, for that moment anyway, as a woman and being out there like one!!!!!!!! IN THE DAYLIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 8) I could not believe it!! I thought I only looked womanly to me, but those mirrors DO NOT LIE!!!! :laugh: You know it girls!! So feeling accepted as a ful-dressed woman in a tennis skirt with sandals and aqua-looking top I feeling like the woman that I was right then, went out to do more living in a normal satirday morning female way. Drive on the freeway and se if any lucky guys notice me, and then I need to go to the beauty store. I figured I hav been there before,and I KNOW!!!!!!! that I am passable now, I went straight there and got out in the bright sunshine and parked near the entrance and looked for more eye-liner or somethign similar to fix my bows and made sure I was passable thru the store window and right in and went right to the oriental store help to tell me where eye-pencils are!! he showed me, but I could tell his english was not that good, and he did not look at me strange, nor out me, and I did not act nervous nor like I did not know what I was doing. He showed me and then I aksed him one more question and I could not understand what he said and I laughed with him about it, boy was he nice, not like a knockout but nice, I kind of liked him a little actually and if he flirted with me and asked me out, I would have said yes and I bet we would have laughed together, he was likeable to me and I think I was likeable to him too, you know when there is mutual likedness with someone!! It is so much better when there is some really feeling for someone, not just hot, steamy, overwhelming, uncontrollable lust. I had that the week before :laugh: Such a hussy I can be :laugh: I wonder if that really could happen for me ??? Well, I am married though, so..................... :-X Ah, that would have to be revealed, That I am TG, you can't not let someone know!! >:( Thay might get angry!! Anyway, I picked my eye-liner, I was hoping to find something to shape my brows and trim them, but alas it still was worth the venture!!! That successful outing haS made me want to do it even more, knowing that I can pass, just given the right look and right make-up. But this is about casual and sensible clothing and not over-revealing frocks, jsut enough to expericne the life of a female and what it would be like to do it FT, probably no big deal, but to be successful at it, is fulfilling! ;)
OW.. my eyes :icon_weirdface:. I have no idea what you said or are trying to say. If you could seperate the sentences a bit, it would allow the reader to catch their breath. It would even be readable except for the overwhleming amount of emoticons you chose to impregnate your non ending paragraph with is such a distraction it is hard to focus on the words. That in itself may be a record number of emoticons in one post though, so don't feel too disheartened.
Yes I'm a bitch, and nobody is perfect, but I won't read what you obviously spent so much time on typing because frankly its annoying just to look at.