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Community Conversation => Transsexual talk => Male to female transsexual talk (MTF) => Topic started by: Wild Flower on April 17, 2016, 01:15:17 PM

Title: Transgender Dreams?
Post by: Wild Flower on April 17, 2016, 01:15:17 PM
Last night, I dreamt of a handsome man visiting me, staring at me on my bed. Cold skin and lips as a pale rose, wings adorn him but he was not an angel. I felt as if it were not a dream since he was in my bedroom, his iris were rose color as well. I never had a transgender dream exactly, so this was an odd occasion. He was deathly handsome, his hair medieval blonde.

In his hand, a pink crystal jewel dangled on a string trembled. "I love you for more than time itself, and we shall reunite once the passing comes my princess" I could not speak. Words were hard to gather. I look down at myself and was still in boymode. "The passing will come in time, but the dimensions restrict my visitation. Watch how the stone swings forward and backwards, that is how I will say yes and no".

I did not understand. Then he handed the jewel to me. Suddenly I felt my body began to change, and estrogen running in my veins, "Never let go. In this time, we can communicate through the stone". His eyes were glowing. An aroma of flora filled the room but then a putrid scent entered, my skin began to rot. Fear came across me. Then I woke up.


Has anyone ever had a dream as a man but also as a woman in that matter? It got me to thinking at least. I know its just a dream.
Title: Re: Transgender Dreams?
Post by: Michelle G on April 18, 2016, 01:39:38 AM
I've always been female in my dreams, that's what made me wonder what was up when I was around ten, 50 years ago
Title: Re: Transgender Dreams?
Post by: Ms Grace on April 18, 2016, 01:46:52 AM
My dreams are all over the place - sometimes male, sometimes female, sometimes both or neither. I've learned not to place much stock in them, they're just sub conscious shenanigans that can sometimes give insights but are usually nonsense.
Title: Re: Transgender Dreams?
Post by: KyleeKrow on April 18, 2016, 02:14:22 AM
I'm just female in my dreams. Can't say I've had one like that.
Title: Re: Transgender Dreams?
Post by: SofiN on April 18, 2016, 03:07:51 AM
That's one strange dream!

I'm normally female in my dreams, but sometimes genderless.
Title: Re: Transgender Dreams?
Post by: KayXo on April 18, 2016, 11:20:52 AM
I'm both male and female. My past follows me in my dreams. It's a part of me.
Title: Re: Transgender Dreams?
Post by: Tessa James on April 18, 2016, 11:31:38 AM
Quote from: KayXo on April 18, 2016, 11:20:52 AM
I'm both male and female. My past follows me in my dreams. It's a part of me.

I share that experience and consider dreams to be a fascinating mix of rehearsal for the future and a resettling of the past day's interests.  In the past i have been troubled by finding myself in a male or genderless role.  Now I roll with whatever colors my nights and enjoy living the day dream.
Title: Re: Transgender Dreams?
Post by: TessaLee on April 18, 2016, 03:48:15 PM
I love my Trans Dreams. A few days ago, I dreamed that I was dressing the role for the first time, and strangely enough, my wife was supportive and helpful. Unfortunately, this will not happen in reality. It was only a few weeks ago that I dressed up a bit in woman's clothes for the first time (in private). I am in my 40's and I have been on and off M2F HRT for about 3 years. I never have had much of a desire to dress the role until now...Now that my body is showing some feminization. I am just so scared because I will lose my wife and some of my kids by continuing with HRT. I have been so turned off to testosterone lately, and my wife is upset when it is down. I can tell that my wife is scared that I might be back on HRT. I hate to make her feel that way. Another dream that I had over two years ago was about me taking a shower, and I looked downward, and I was female and beautiful. This dream, I will never forget.
Title: Re: Transgender Dreams?
Post by: Tessa James on April 19, 2016, 10:16:21 AM
Quote from: TessaLee on April 18, 2016, 03:48:15 PM
I love my Trans Dreams. Another dream that I had over two years ago was about me taking a shower, and I looked downward, and I was female and beautiful. This dream, I will never forget.

Our future can start with a vision, a dream and then a plan.  Not without challenges, we go forward.  Nice name BTW ;)
Title: Re: Transgender Dreams?
Post by: msgallows on April 19, 2016, 12:01:19 PM
Right now I end up explaining in every dream "I still need revision surgery but I swear it's gonna be better."

Every single one.
Title: Re: Transgender Dreams?
Post by: Reme on April 19, 2016, 03:02:44 PM
Im mainly genderless in my dreams, but if i do have one its female
Title: Re: Transgender Dreams?
Post by: Katiepie on April 19, 2016, 05:51:04 PM
In dreams I am either female, or midway in transition. Although that's not the focal point in my dreams, it is a part in which gives me clarity that I am on the right path.
Last night had me a dream in which I was trying to recover from sleep paralysis. In which I felt like I was able to move, yet not move at all. Was really awkward, especially that I found out I was under sleep paralysis by biting my finger, felt like my finger was being bitten, except when my teeth were then essentially grinding on each other was when the distinction that my finger was not in my mouth but just by my side. It was around 5:30 am in my dream, but the exact time in which I finally got out and really woke up it was only 3:30 am.
Before the sleep paralysis incident in my dream I was taking pictures of a squirrel in baby sneakers.

Kate <3
Title: Re: Transgender Dreams?
Post by: Wild Flower on April 19, 2016, 10:20:01 PM
Quote from: SofiN on April 18, 2016, 03:07:51 AM
That's one strange dream!

I'm normally female in my dreams, but sometimes genderless.

It was a beautiful nightmare. Otherwise, I chalk it up to night terror which is a real thing. I think he was an incubus, because a few years an incubus did visit me (no visuals).

Not that I believe they exist but it happens to people.
Title: Re: Transgender Dreams?
Post by: Snöfrost on April 24, 2016, 04:33:56 PM
In my earliest transition where I could remember my dreams, I was mostly as a male. But after SRS, almost immediately I became a female in my dreams. I even had my first female orgams as a female when I was a female in that dream.

I think my brain has adapted itself that I have a vagina now.
Title: Re: Transgender Dreams?
Post by: JoanneB on April 24, 2016, 05:10:09 PM
I'm all over the place
Male
Female
Trans-Woman
just once Trans-Man :o  Go Figure.
Title: Re: Transgender Dreams?
Post by: Lucie on April 25, 2016, 06:51:55 AM
As far as I can remember I've always been genderless in my dreams.
Last night I had a dream where I presented androgyne and people asked what had happened to me (I was no longer identified as male though not yet as female).
Title: Re: Transgender Dreams?
Post by: Rebecca on April 26, 2016, 06:18:05 AM
I've only been dreaming for nearly 3 months now (strange but true) but mainly my body in dreams is my current one.

In a few I have been distinctly more female but my personal favourite was full female and angel wings that was a seriously amazing experience.

Dreams are so much fun.
Title: Re: Transgender Dreams?
Post by: highlight on April 29, 2016, 10:01:59 AM
Yes I have. In fact I thought about creating a topic on it myself.

Awhile ago (three or two years) I had a wonderful dream, the best one I have ever had. In it I was this girl about 6 or less years old. I was in a strange garden of glowing flowers and plants of all kinds. There were other kids there, some of them were male and some were not.

We were are dressed in old fashioned clothes. In the dream I felt happy. Then next thing I know I am in a temple of some kind. The sun is shining extremely brightly. I was being given some sort of test. I had the feeling I was going to do very well on the test, Like I was a child prodigy or something.

And then when I woke up I realized how unhappy I was.
Title: Re: Transgender Dreams?
Post by: VivianB on April 29, 2016, 10:11:54 AM
I have had a lot of dreams where I was a woman. Like one where I was turned into a woman and ended up having sex. Then there was one where I was pregnant. However there was one where I just standing there as a naked woman looking down at my body, but when I woke up I felt a bit depressed cause that last dream felt so real.
Title: Re: Transgender Dreams?
Post by: RobynD on April 29, 2016, 11:11:21 AM
a good percentage (maybe 75%?) of my dreams have always been as a woman. Lately since being on HRT, i seem to be able to remember more of my dreams and they are often pretty whacky.

The other night, i was kissing an old girlfriend, hanging out/having lunch with Vladimir Putin in an RV and shoe shopping, all in the same dream.
Title: Re: Transgender Dreams?
Post by: Phlox1 on April 29, 2016, 02:37:15 PM
For a good many years, several times a year, I dream that I look in the mirror and find that I have a full head of shoulder length hair with no gray.  I look young too in my dreams and my skin is smooth.

I used to think those dreams were a result of me being older and mostly bald, thinking back to my younger days and wishing I could have hair like that.  I was late in figuring out that I am trans and denied it for some time.  Now I'm wondering if those hair dreams that I have had for years are because I am trans and know that is what my hair and skin should look like.