Hi i am Cass a completely confused MTF i guess.
I have never seen myself as a women, but because of something since i was around my teens have always been seen as female, that is until people spoke to me and i or others told them differently. Which never triggered me to think something was wrong, even tho that ever since i was a kid i have always felt different then other kids, just never pointed towards it being a issue of being transgender and to be fair i am still not sure , despite today i have C breasts which is not good as a man but it has never really bothered me, it was just something that was there and im still not sure if that was what caused most people to think "female".
It has really been strange, even friends have had family or friends of theirs ask who is that girl if they saw a picture of them with me. Something that at the moment kinda hurt but after thinking about it never really bothered me that much and it wasn´t until i began college that i began to question my own sexuality and gender.
Was the reason i never really became bothered with my "special" characteristics that it made me appear female and deep down inside that is something i felt was the true me.
I am still not sure and that is why i made a profile on this site, to learn more and also to finally figure out if my true self is being a women and if the realization will set me free and i can be the happy person i know i can be, but who is often hid away within depression and seclusion.
Sorry for the mess in the post, but so many thoughts.
Welcome to Susan's Place. Feel free to explore and ask questions but something about your post caught my eye. If you appear feminine and have C breast, it's possible you are intersex or have some difference in your body that makes it appear feminine. There are several to chose from so a careful examination would be in order. As for what to do about it, that will be up to you. The body can be changed but not the mind so you want to understand yourself well before moving forward. Feel free to ask me any question you may have.
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Quote from: Dena on June 24, 2016, 07:19:42 PM
Welcome to Susan's Place. Feel free to explore and ask questions but something about your post caught my eye. If you appear feminine and have C breast, it's possible you are intersex or have some difference in your body that makes it appear feminine. There are several to chose from so a careful examination would be in order. As for what to do about it, that will be up to you. The body can be changed but not the mind so you want to understand yourself well before moving forward. Feel free to ask me any question you may have.
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Thank you for the reply.
Never thought about intersex, never heard that term before i came to this forum. So will read up more on that. before jumping into other conclusions.
And again thanks for the welcome and the links.
Welcome Cass!! Hopefully we'll see you around here more often :)
Welcome from a Blackpool girl