A quick recap: I am an intersex individual living in a terrible condition in Pakistan. I have been trying to flee to another country but can't arrange for a visa due to lack of money. (I won't go into further details for now)
First of all, I apologize for the last time. I said that I had decided to kill myself. Trust me, I was serious. I really really tried but I just don't have the guts to die in a painful way (wrist slit). But that was it. I realized what I am capable of and what I am not. And I'm done with the suicide sh*t once and for all. I shall never walk into that alley again.
And please, don't go hard on me for that drama. I face depression. I have absolutely no one to talk to. I am embarrassed about that.
Now back to my escape efforts: The problem is that I don't have the money to show to the embassy as proof of fund for a visa.
Yep, I tried everything I could.
- I exhaustively searched for scholarships so that I could obtain a student visa but that was in vain.
- Then, for a brief period of time, I tried to borrow money for a month from anyone but I quickly realized that's not how the world works.
- Then, I tried to make my own money. I taught myself coding, built websites and monetized with Google AdSense. But my family took each and every dime of the money I earned from it.
So, at least, appreciate me for trying. Now, I have run out of ideas and I can't think of anything else that I could try on my own.
I am here to ask you for help. You can give me a letter of invitation to visit your country for a few weeks and in the letter state that I'll stay with you in your house during that visit. That way, I shall not need to show proof of money for any hotel and food. OR some organization can give me a letter of invitation saying that they will cover the cost of my trip.
The letter of invitation will be something like: "Hey visa officer, she is my friend and I am inviting her to my country to visit me and for sightseeing. I'll cover the cost of her trip. Please grant her the necessary visa." THAT'S IT.
You don't actually have to spend any money on me, you don't have to babysit me or keep me in house. I'll bear my travel costs. Once I get the visa, I'll be on my own. I'll buy my own ticket and claim for asylum soon as I land there. I'll never bother you. There are no legal formalities involved in the invitation letter. It'll be a piece of paper for you but it'll lead me to freedom, it'll change my life.
If you have any reservations or questions, I can clarify that.
Lastly, I am already pretty sure that no one will be willing to help me. Everyone will have some excuse. After all, who am I? I am nobody, no one cares about me.
P.S. Can the Mods please change my username to something non-feminine, please? It is depressing to use this username. I chose that a long time ago when I was still figuring myself out.