I've been keeping to male mode for the past four or five months. I kept convincing myself that I was a real man. All the trans and cd stuff was behind me.
Well I was wrong. I'm dressed....bra, panties, tights, a nice dress, lipstick, mascara and a small bit of jewellery. That's all it takes to feel real again.
It's good to be back in a woman's world again.
Loving being Ciara😌😌.
Welcome back ;)
One of the more common shared experiences we have as trans people is he binging and purging stages. It seems like a cyclical.
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Thanks Katie 😊
Welcome back and happy you are being yourself again! whatever made you wana go back to manhood may i ask?
Welcome back - My guess is most of us went through that. Mine was July '16 through Sept '16. I hope you are at peace with yourself about this decision.
Welcome back, good to hear you wont cause yourself such pain by denying yourself any longer. I'm sure Denise is right, that we all had doubts and attempts at 'making it work'.. I aborted my first attempt and went back inside myself for 4 years before I admitted that life as a male simply was not possible; death and transitioning became the only remaining options, and I chose life :) .
Being true to ourselves isn't easy at all, but it is the right thing to do. Isn't it wonderful to experience such happiness, and have such a thirst for life? I never thought I would ever love living as much as I have started doing, and it seems to increase every week. Opp og frem søster!
Welcome back Clara. I could never stay away for long either.
Hugs,
Jeanette
You can run but you can't hide. I figured that out at about 56.
Monica
Quote from: SailorMars1994 on February 22, 2017, 08:56:40 PM
Welcome back and happy you are being yourself again! whatever made you wana go back to manhood may i ask?
Hi,
I'm sorry it took me so long to reply to your question but my mother in law sadly passed away.
What made me wanna go back to manhood?...........well, I think life just got in the way. Work, family, commitments, all that stuff can stop you in your tracks. Stop you from being who you want to be.
Thankfully, I was able to step back for a while and appreciate who I really am and who I really need to be.
As I said.......It's so nice to be back :).
Quote from: Floof on February 23, 2017, 02:50:41 AM
Welcome back, good to hear you wont cause yourself such pain by denying yourself any longer. I'm sure Denise is right, that we all had doubts and attempts at 'making it work'.. I aborted my first attempt and went back inside myself for 4 years before I admitted that life as a male simply was not possible; death and transitioning became the only remaining options, and I chose life :) .
Being true to ourselves isn't easy at all, but it is the right thing to do. Isn't it wonderful to experience such happiness, and have such a thirst for life? I never thought I would ever love living as much as I have started doing, and it seems to increase every week. Opp og frem søster!
Thank you Floof :).
Quote from: JeanetteLW on February 23, 2017, 05:52:09 PM
Welcome back Clara. I could never stay away for long either.
Hugs,
Jeanette
Thank you Jeanette,
Each time I try, I just keep coming back to who I am. I never am happy as a man.
I am happy now :).
xx
Quote from: HappyMoni on February 23, 2017, 08:11:49 PM
You can run but you can't hide. I figured that out at about 56.
Monica
Thank you Monica,
Here I am at 58 and still figuring that out ;).
xx
Quote from: Denise on February 22, 2017, 09:00:20 PM
Welcome back - My guess is most of us went through that. Mine was July '16 through Sept '16. I hope you are at peace with yourself about this decision.
Thank you Denise,
I certainly am at peace now :).
xx