So today was a bad day. After being woken early for no other reason then to be moaned at and ordering to change my appointments round to please someone else that person goes on to drink themselves stupid. I wouldn't mind but this person then goes on to make me feel worse about my body image (i'm too fat, too stupid to do anything right, should cut my hair the excuse being "its growing to long and before long you'll look like a woman) and then starts saying stupid things about sexual stuff, e.g. I should visit a prostitute to lose my virginity.
Oh how I wish I could simply explain that if given the chance I would want to cut my appendage of and let no one see it. The only positive of the day is that my best friend has said when I start HRT and need new bra's and clothes then she would be more then happy to come with me.
I'm sorry for moaning given that other people are in worse situations compared to me.
Take care sweeties,
Gwen
I don't often reply to posts and tend to browse, but I've got to say something. The third party you refer to is not a friend. You need to remind yourself that you are you and not answerable to anyone but you. I'm fat, 400lbs plus due to medication.It used to bother me but now I'm me. My wife is supportive although she doesn't know about the estrogen I take. I don't dress in public although I had counselling from about the age of 18 to 25, I realised i could never pass. THE BOTTOM LINE IS THAT WE ARE ALL WHO WE ARE AND NOBODY HAS THE RIGHT TO QUESTION THAT.
Sent with fondest thoughts
Dena