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Quote from: SailorMars1994 on February 27, 2017, 03:49:41 PMWell, the androgenic effects in the time since dropping off of hormones has been fairly lousy, to say the least. The anti-androgen that I used (Androcur) is known as hellaciously strong and potent, and I definitely felt that. The only noticeable difference is that my mood has "stabilized" considerably, and my chest's back to flat, but nothing much more than that. I had all my facial hair removed with electrolysis, and only very little of it's been growing back. But I've scheduled a time for a doctor, thank you both. Better get my levels checked out etc. As for how I've been since, pretty good actually. I'm feeling much more stable and content now. I suppose me going into the process of transition at such an early age (18-19) helped me realize after quite a while in my twenties that it's not being honest and authentic to myself that I go down this path, so I just resolved to put a stop to it. And frankly, thinking back on it all, I was right. A lot of folks around me have been telling me that I'm "running away from who I really am" but I'm inclined to disagree. Now that I've gone through it all, I feel a really weird and deep-seated peace with how I am, as I am. That's enough for me.
Jeepers, i am unsure how to answer. i went off my hrt during my own form of de-transtion but i didnt last long. I noticed off E my body hair grew back, libido returned more, ect.
Anti-andros are meant to kill off and reduce testosterone. I would recommend you see a DR asap if your T isnt still not near where it was prior. When i was off i could feel the T slowly creeping back within days to be honest. May i ask if you dont mind , why are you de-transitioning? and how has it been going for you? I saw one photo of you on your last post from 2015 and you were beautiful. I really hope that this road you are walking down is what you truley want :)
hugs-Ashley
Quote from: Nama on March 02, 2017, 11:48:45 AM
Well, the androgenic effects in the time since dropping off of hormones has been fairly lousy, to say the least. The anti-androgen that I used (Androcur) is known as hellaciously strong and potent, and I definitely felt that. The only noticeable difference is that my mood has "stabilized" considerably, and my chest's back to flat, but nothing much more than that. I had all my facial hair removed with electrolysis, and only very little of it's been growing back. But I've scheduled a time for a doctor, thank you both. Better get my levels checked out etc. As for how I've been since, pretty good actually. I'm feeling much more stable and content now. I suppose me going into the process of transition at such an early age (18-19) helped me realize after quite a while in my twenties that it's not being honest and authentic to myself that I go down this path, so I just resolved to put a stop to it. And frankly, thinking back on it all, I was right. A lot of folks around me have been telling me that I'm "running away from who I really am" but I'm inclined to disagree. Now that I've gone through it all, I feel a really weird and deep-seated peace with how I am, as I am. That's enough for me.