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Community Conversation => Transsexual talk => Male to female transsexual talk (MTF) => Topic started by: JessicaSondelli on May 24, 2017, 04:03:02 AM

Title: I left as a depressed, confused man and returned as a happy woman....
Post by: JessicaSondelli on May 24, 2017, 04:03:02 AM
I went back to my home country Switzerland for the very first time since I started transitioning and it went so well so far that it blew my little mind.

Af of now, I'm out to all important friends and family and the crazy thing is that 100% of the people I told about me, are supportive. I have met most of them already, some knew based on pictures I sent them what to expect and some had no idea, they only knew I'm trans and I'm living fulltime since the beginning of the year. I have to admit that meeting those who had no idea was much more exciting and I should have made a youtube video of their reactions. It was quite hilarious.

Most of them have seen me the last time when I looked like on the picture on the very left. The second from the left is right before I started HRT in March last year and the 3rd is from October 2016. That bitch on the right is me, 2 days ago ;-)

(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1255.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fhh639%2Fjessisondelli1%2F6583DF89-DCA8-41B6-BF03-B41B900D00A0_zpsigv2msr1.jpg&hash=0651c701b5963b4ae3d716883d7124b899dafc26)

I never thought I would be where I am today when I wrote my very post here on Susan's 1 1/2 years ago. I was a very confused and anxious person and turned into that happy and joyful woman I am today. You, the community here on Susan's, have been a big part of what got me there. You gave me hope, strength and the passion to go for it. I don't know if I had been able to make it that far without you. Thank you so much to all of you!!!!

Here is the link to that post:
https://www.susans.org/forums/index.php/topic,200769.msg1785515.html#msg1785515 (https://www.susans.org/forums/index.php/topic,200769.msg1785515.html#msg1785515)

I will shut up because you're probably bored by now ;-)

Love you all.
Jessica (not scared and confused anymore)
Title: Re: I left as a depressed, confused man and returned as a happy woman....
Post by: Jessica_Rose on May 24, 2017, 05:35:48 AM
You have taken an incredible journey. Many of your posts have inspired me, and your before and after photos have given me hope that one day I too may become a beautiful, happy woman. You are one of my Susan's Heroes. I sincerely wish you the best of luck as your journey continues, and please don't ever shut up!
Title: Re: I left as a depressed, confused man and returned as a happy woman....
Post by: JessicaSondelli on May 24, 2017, 05:53:01 AM
Quote from: Jessica_Rose on May 24, 2017, 05:35:48 AM
You have taken an incredible journey. Many of your posts have inspired me, and your before and after photos have given me hope that one day I too may become a beautiful, happy woman. You are one of my Susan's Heroes. I sincerely wish you the best of luck as your journey continues, and please don't ever shut up!

Wow and thank you so much for your very kind words.

Love your name btw ;-)

J


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Title: Re: I left as a depressed, confused man and returned as a happy woman....
Post by: MeTony on May 24, 2017, 06:00:30 AM
You look beautiful. I am happy everyone is supportive. I hope my journey will be without huge bumps and I too will be a happy, confident person when I become myself.
Title: Re: I left as a depressed, confused man and returned as a happy woman....
Post by: Colleen_definitely on May 24, 2017, 07:36:13 AM
I love Switzerland, even if I only seem to visit for work.

It's great that your family is so supportive.
Title: Re: I left as a depressed, confused man and returned as a happy woman....
Post by: Raell on May 24, 2017, 07:47:18 AM
Wow! You made a beautiful transformation!

I didn't think changes could happen so quickly
Title: Re: I left as a depressed, confused man and returned as a happy woman....
Post by: tgirlamg on May 24, 2017, 11:19:38 AM
Congrats Jessica!!!... Your joy is so very well deserved!!!... You have not only journeyed far... You have arrived in the promised land!!!

Keep rockin' it Swiss Miss!!!! :)

Onward we go!!!

Ashley :)
Title: Re: I left as a depressed, confused man and returned as a happy woman....
Post by: RavenMoon on May 24, 2017, 01:51:21 PM
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Title: Re: I left as a depressed, confused man and returned as a happy woman....
Post by: Paige on May 24, 2017, 02:01:00 PM
Hi Jessica,

You look so happy. :)  I'm glad it working out so well for you.

Paige :)

Title: Re: I left as a depressed, confused man and returned as a happy woman....
Post by: Balerie on May 24, 2017, 04:11:42 PM
It's not just the physical changes but the emotional changes that shine through in that last picture.


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Title: Re: I left as a depressed, confused man and returned as a happy woman....
Post by: Maybebaby56 on May 24, 2017, 06:08:33 PM
Just an amazing transformation, Jessica, you are gorgeous!

Blessings to you,

Terri

Edit: Beyond the usual platitudes, I want you to know I have followed your posts for some time and admire your spirt and want to thank you for sharing your thoughts here.

My transition has been hard, and the final cost has yet to be tallied.  However, like you, I have found many kindred spirits here on this site, and it has certainly helped me, if for no other reason than I know I am not alone in this.  Thank you again, and congratulations on having achieved so much.

Title: Re: I left as a depressed, confused man and returned as a happy woman....
Post by: TonyaW on May 24, 2017, 06:43:06 PM


(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1255.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fhh639%2Fjessisondelli1%2F6583DF89-DCA8-41B6-BF03-B41B900D00A0_zpsigv2msr1.jpg&hash=0651c701b5963b4ae3d716883d7124b899dafc26)


I like the happy, smiling, beauty on the right. 

If I look half as nice at 14 months HRT  as you do, my smile will be just as big.

Amazing and inspiring!


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Title: Re: I left as a depressed, confused man and returned as a happy woman....
Post by: JessicaSondelli on May 25, 2017, 08:08:01 AM
Quote from: tgirlamc on May 24, 2017, 11:19:38 AM
Congrats Jessica!!!... Your joy is so very well deserved!!!... You have not only journeyed far... You have arrived in the promised land!!!

Keep rockin' it Swiss Miss!!!! :)

Onward we go!!!

Ashley :)

Ahsley! :)

Thank you and yes I promise, I keep rockin' ;-)

J
Title: Re: I left as a depressed, confused man and returned as a happy woman....
Post by: josie76 on May 25, 2017, 08:54:14 AM
I was feeling a bit down this morning after having been discussing with my aunt a Facebook post she made about the "bathroom issue" include ominous music here. After very lengthy discussion through messenger, I sent her a long coming out message. She is now at work so I can guess she will read it later. Left me feeling low.

Your post brought me a big smile this morning!  ;) Thanks for sharing.
Title: Re: I left as a depressed, confused man and returned as a happy woman....
Post by: RobynD on May 25, 2017, 12:42:53 PM
Beautiful and happy transformation!
Title: I left as a depressed, confused man and returned as a happy woman....
Post by: Amber42 on June 13, 2017, 07:01:51 PM
Late to comment to this post...

Jessica, you have blossomed to the beautiful woman that's been hiding inside of you! 

You deserve to have that smile!  You are a wonderful person and I am so very happy for you J! 

XOXO
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Title: Re: I left as a depressed, confused man and returned as a happy woman....
Post by: Bols on June 13, 2017, 07:42:19 PM
Congratulations Jessica! Thank you for sharing your happiness! You are inspiring! 💟

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Title: Re: I left as a depressed, confused man and returned as a happy woman....
Post by: coldHeart on June 14, 2017, 02:28:49 PM
WOW Jessica 😊
Title: Re: I left as a depressed, confused man and returned as a happy woman....
Post by: AlyssaJ on June 14, 2017, 02:45:42 PM
Wow girl, I don't know how I missed this post originally, but as I've told you many times before you are truly an inspiration for many (myself included).  To see where you were and how happy you are today gives me so much hope for my own future. You've worked hard to get where you are today and you deserve every bit of happiness and joy that you feel today.  I only regret that I wasn't here to watch your whole journey.