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It's a little further out than I would have liked but with the surgeon that I wanted. You never know, I may get lucky with a cancellation.
Thanks Sadie for your help. :)
I would have posted yesterday but was a little emotional, and emotionally drained.
Anyway, another milestone and a good stopping point. I only have 3 rules:
Take responsibility for yourself.
Don't do anything to hurt anyone else.
Give back.
Three plus years ago I found this site and joined to connect and learn. Got caught up in life and transition and drifted away.
A year and a half ago I came back because I was losing it. Found my equilibrium and drifted away again.
This time I wanted to give back.
I wanted to help. Thing is, I am not sure that I have helped anyone. I don't have any wonderful insights to share and it has worn me down a little. This is turning into a post of lists. :) Sorry
Believe it or not I still pray every day. I believe in God, not religion, but God. I have asked for the same things before I end every time:
Wisdom
Self discipline
Integrity
Charity
Patience
Humility
Six months ago I added Tolerance
Last month I added Perseverance
Maybe God is not listening because I haven't really noticed any improvement over the years. I do try though. 😊
I will keep Perseverance on the list but for now I am going to have to let go for a while. Find another way to give back. I don't mind however people see me as long as I can make a difference. I can't see that I am though and now it's starting to hurt. I don't really want to share anymore.
Everyone who responded to my rambling was nicer than they needed to be. Thank you. 😊
Everyone who shared their ups and downs. Thank you. 😊
Take care. You are a wonderful group of girls and you deserve to be happy.
May the best of your past be the worst of your future.
Michelle
Congratulations Michelle.
Hugs,
Laurie
Michelle, if everyone started their day with that list, the world would instantly be a better place.
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Congrats on getting the date scheduled. :)