I am writing this a confession over the last 11 months that I have been starting to be my true self, I have reflected on my male self and how I was to women from the time I was 12 years old to 31 as when I realized. I never and would never hit a woman so that is not it. I how ever have been a womanizer, I would sweet talk any female that paid attention to me, whether it would be at work or restaurant, bar, store, or where ever I even got an ambulance attendant's number as she took me to the hospital I was bleeding from an fight that my 38 year old neighbor started and I was 17 . I took advantage of this I knew if I said curtain things and flirted a bit and the girl gave me attention that I would end up sleeping with her. Which raised my very little self esteem for a brief moment. I ended up cheating on every girl friend I had. And I do feel horrible for doing this I am not trying to brag as I am ashamed of this. But I was raised with my dad bring home hooker from when I was 11 on word so I learned so bad behaviors I never picked up a hooker though. I know I have changed and I want to apologize to all the woman that I have hurt by my actions. I have apologized to the woman than I can in person. I did do a lot of this because that is what I learned how to be a male and the more I did not feel male the more I did it to try to feel and act male and I am totally ashamed of myself
If it helped you get it off your chest, I'm glad you posted this. Womanizing is far more desirable than, say, a molesting or raping, but I still believe it is wrong. Every human is a human, and they deserve to be treated like a human. It's a good thing you recognize that you might have been wrong to behave the way you did. Don't sweat it. We all have our issues, so what makes us a good person is how, or if, we overcome them.
I have the opposite problem. I couldn't sweet talk a hooker with $100 bills flying out of my ass.
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You can come sweet talk me anytime! :laugh: