Hi!
I've been reading the forum for about a year and sporadically posting and thought it was time to introduce myself. Or past time. What can I say, I'm shy.
I've seen many stories here that sound similar to mind (that's a comfort!). I'm as MtF gal who's a bit over 6 month into my transition.
Every since I can remember I've wanted to be a girl. As 4 year old I'd tell my mom that I wanted a dress. She thought it was funny. Little did she know. Like many of us, I've tried to deny it over the years. I've crossed dressed over the years, purged, and started up again. I tried very hard to live as a guy. I got married, had kids, bought a house and tried to be "normal." It didn't work. I was terribly unhappy and no surprise, my marriage fell apart because of it. Now, at 40, I had to do something about it or end up dead.
This place has been a big help to me. Before I found this place I thought I was alone. Reading your stories gave me the courage to finally talk to my doctor and start the long process.
Thanks! :)
Hi, Jayne, and welcome to Susan's!
Deciding to start transition is a very difficult thing for most of us. Since you've been lurking for some time now, you know that this is a great place for support, to ask your questions and share your feelings.
Enjoy your time here.
Wing Walker
Hi Jaune,
Wellcome to Susans.
Deciding to transistion has been the most gut-wrenching process in my life. I just hope to feel good about who I am.
I am sure you will enjoy your stay.
Alice
Welcome Jayne!!!
Hi Jayne,
Reading between the lines sounds like you had a bit of a rocky road. Not unusual.
Good to see that you have accepted who you are, and hopefully not so alone now.
Good luck on your journey. I hope it is everything you want.
Jenny
Thanks everyone for the welcome!
I'm sure my road hasn't been any more rocky than most everyone on here. I survived! I have to brilliant kids and I'm still talking to my ex. Can't be that bad, can it? Sure it's not perfect, you know the whole being born the wrong sex thing, the looking like a man in drag, having to take lots of medications and surgery, the embarrassment, the expense, but other than that....
-Jayne
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Hello Jayne and welcome to Susan's!
Thank you for your introduction. Please take a few moments to get familiar with all the boards of the site, review the site rules (https://www.susans.org/forums/index.php/topic,2.0.html)before posting, and take advantage of our many resources such as the wiki (https://www.susans.org/wiki/Main_Page), chat (https://www.susans.org/chat/index.html), and the links listed at the main page. (https://www.susans.org/index.html) We look forward to your future posts and participation. Enjoy your stay :)
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G'luck with it.
Hi and Welcome Jayne,
buttercup :)